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Right guys. I know there are alot of people out there I havent shown as much attention to which they dont deserve. But people also need to know that my life for the past month and a half hasn't exactly been the easiest road I've been talking down. And I'm not using that as excuse. But it is a factor to why I havent been around. One of my closest friends right now is so angry with me because I havent shown her as much attention to her like I said I would in the past. And she has every right to be annoyed, upset and angry with me. I'm not going to try and change that. But I need to just say something. Well, quote something...

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that i learnt to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect

That is an extract from Jessie J's "Nobody's Perfect". A song that right now describes how I feel. I'm not perfect, nor have I ever claimed to be. All I can say is that I'll try harder to give all of those who want my attention what they want. My attention. And a way I'm going to fix that is by getting myself a new MSN account. Hows that going to help, I hear you ask? Because this way I can get rid of my current MSN account thats so full of shit, old accounts and people I dont talk to, so those who I do talk too and those who I want to talk to will get my attention. I also wont have to sign into multiple messengers. I can simple add everyone from YIM/MSN/Whatever to it. So everyone is in one place. You'll all see when I'm online. You'll all see what I'm doing, and you'll have the oppitunity to talk to me.

I cant stand upsetting those who I love. I cant stand not being able to hold up a simple promise like giving someone attention, so I'm going to fix it. I'm going to take off these old shoes and throw them away, because they are leading me no where. It's time for a new pair of Nikey's, and hopefully they'll lead me down the right road. As soon as I've made this new account, I'll be putting it up on here. I'll also announce it on both YIM and MSN, and I'll give everyone a certain timeframe to add me befor I completely stop using the old accounts.

I hope this'll make a few of you smile, show that I do care and never meant to hurt you. I also hope I havent burnt those bridges too far beyond repair...because there are people I really dont want to loose.

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DOtter

12 years, 10 months ago

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You steer your shoes, my friend. As long as you're alive, there's time to come back on course... and buy more comfy shoes!

...just beware of Dolmansaxlil's shoes, they're awful.

Ultratails42

12 years, 10 months ago

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I wear the New Balance myself. Steer my fairly well. *hugs*

Shokuji

12 years, 10 months ago

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I know you'll do the right thing, hon. I know what you're going through when it comes to giving people attention. It's a hard thing to juggle. If it will help you, talk with me less so you can give other people more. I know you care about me and that's all I need. Just send me an email from time to time or something. *hugs*

Also, thanks for linking to that song. I feel like it's speaking directly to me and even got me crying a bit. Songs rarely do that for me. I'm about to make my own journal about something and this fits into the theme. ^_^

Picardo

12 years, 10 months ago

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Hey. Kin. Pull your head out of your butt and have some self pity x3

You've had a horrible time of it the past few months, and no one should be making demands of you right now. We all know you're an awesome guy, and we can see you're having a shit time of it. If I could, I'd go to the UK, take you out to watch a fight and then give you a shoulder to lean on. You deserve all that and more... have a good one buddy.

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