I was only 7 when it happened. And I do not remember anything of it. Like news reports or anything. I know went down but since i can remember I would not watch new reports, videos, nothing. Until today while at work. Was watching a video where he just googles random stuff and he did 9/11 Fails. ( he did not mean it to be rude or anything of the such believe me. I found his jokes funny. He was not making fun of their deaths) and for once when the subject was in the 'air''.. I actually looked... And now I hate myself for killing some of my innocence... I ended up crying at work. Thank god there is only one person front desk working at a time.. I couldn't stop crying when I ended up on videos of people jumping from the towers. Jumping for freedom of the smoke and flames. To just jump to their death, a quick death instead of in a ball of flames or slow death from the smoke... God I don't wanna cry again! YOY
I should have never looked. I knew of all that happened and such but I just... Never wanted to see it but my own damn kitty curiosity got the best of me... Dammit