I have been thinking too much about the fucking issue of buying myself a damn gift and it turns out that if I do it my only means is the credit card where the 100.00 usd is but if I use part of the money the time I would have to replace the money would be 30 days and I have calculated 2 dates yesterday, December 15th until January 1st and it turns out that it would take 17 days for half of the deadline days to replace the money if it is I use and that for me is counterproductive But even so, I continue with my desire to buy myself a gift to make this Christmas different from others and not spend it bitter as in the Christmases of 2020, 2021, 2022 and 2023 in which I did not even dare to go out, so much was my bitterness of knowing that I would not have any gift that I ended up putting on my dress, I listened to how the fireworks exploded and the children opened the presents and from my room I just listened until my bitterness made me feel I slept and woke up the next day to keep myself locked in my room I wanted to do something different this year even if it's me giving myself something for myself and now it turns out that if I buy a gift I will have counterproductive problems to replace it because being in the middle of December and taking into account the rest of the months I spend it paying debts and receiving commissions at least once a week and it's not that more artists have come to me to request a commission, but rather that only one artist has remained faithful to requesting commissions, but as is evident, we are on dates in which commissions are more difficult for me and I continue stuck on this issue of commissions every You see more receiving disappointments like inkbunny where no one asks me for commissions anymore and the adoptable ocs are still waiting for an artist to one day request them. I'm really getting discouraged and I'm losing the desire to celebrate Christmas seeing that it will be more of the same
All I receive are more disappointments the further I have to go to enter a stage of depression because I'm still surprised that I don't get there
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