edited title from: Drop everything, might be okay to honor some commitments. Way too urgent.
sorry.
Now you're making it a thing. maybe copy paste into story? Too confusing. You're already stretching thin. nah, that's you repeating fears you've heard again. my magic is increase, i've got to let it out.
We're streaming. together. You can't- this isn't amateur hour. no credentials i have can dissuade you. real magic. tried talking about it with some family and friends, oh they say they believe. Feels like she's seven again. he'd know he was there. just kind of lucked into it.
We're going to talk game dev. legit. the real stuff. the stuff they don't dare teach. There was a time where the notion was "if i were a pro wrestler, maybe they'd listen to me." The things she wants aren't things. they might be classically, but who is really on that level.
A contract is "I must never code." seems like some mild interfacing is okay. Like linking things. if the buttons were shown to be more effective, we might switch to that. i'm real hesitant to do that.
In a past life, we made a visual novel. if i learn to code, i will completely disappear. There is a language barrier. i've got to stay in the dark. this much magic shouldn't really get with the amount of technology there is.
That said, we've had our fingers over this particular button for a little while now.
On the topic of now, let's Tao Te Ching!
===== 9. It is better not to fill the vessel than to try to carry it when quite full. The blade that is over-sharpened loses its edge, even though it be tested with the hand. The hall that is filled with gold and jade cannot be guarded. He who has honours heaped upon him, and thereby grows proud, draws down misfortune upon himself. He who has done great things and gained renown should withdraw himself. Such is the Way of heaven.
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oh. right. magic. She has to draw more or I'll drive her crazy.
this picture was inspired by Discord. not the pony. rather individuals and places there. more to say, but can do that with the update.
=== or not. in a moment going to fire up this TRAM album i've been meaning to listen to. buddy at work beat me to. he thinks i'm not serious, but yo we're living like 5 lives just on the day-to-day and pick up shifts on the weekend. It helps to be a ghost and to take care of ghosts. 'shut it, smark, yer killin the business!'
nah, this is back stage. no one here.
Beautiful. abundant.
An intent is to record my bass throughout the day. said buddy is going to borrow it, yeah, we down like that. he doesn't know he's a furry. most people don't. They say she's mad for this part. well... come on! everyone anthropomorphizes animals! that's normal! we've been brainwashed into it with steamboat willy. Generations of normalized behaviors, lines connecting, conditioning. Just do the thing. You know all of this is an excuse. at least it isn't a cry for help.
Been down that road, no one listens. we try to keep people from falling into pits but that's rather exhausting. magic is about balance. Garbage in, garbage out. don't try to tie it to code. i know too much.
so yeah, could redact that bit, but why? This is who we are when we get to be. it isn't trying, just... naturally. Since there's no such thing: "yeah, sure conditioned behavior", "practiced until it is easy", what's something else you say? to the effect of being in the moment don't break it. it is the energy you bring.
bruh. i'm shrinking. i know my height. That was another world. Many, in fact. i'm sure if i measured, it'd stay the same. been working on the posture standing up straight and i am somehow -smaller-! She's also reading Oathbringer and is a fan of In the Mouth of Madness. It's all so surface level. Anyone can see that. witch means i nailed it.
... there's some seeds planted. Let's get into the Stream.
"Drop everything, might be okay to honor some commitments."
ughhhhhh....
time to jump. Goodness!
mmmmm that Smarts. The bass tried to suck us in. the cramp got us out, have to warm up. "Because if we start running, we won't be at full capacity." thanks. UwU oh, you.
welp. uh. oh no..... okay.
we find ourselves ousted on the internet again. [redacted]. [redacted].
ah. though TRAM is calling, that same buddy and i are going to cover School by nirvana and i'll post it here (probably, i'll decide once it gets made) because that's hilarious jazz that most will never come close to understanding.
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at least it isn't noon yet. oh. we tripped on ourselves quite hard what with the bass thing and the 'cold hands of death herself' routine. many pictures to draw. many experiences to express, all at the expense of the good part. That's how it works. The secret of magic. it is real. now that there is the subject material, the thing to draw, golly have to be picky about the projects!
While we're delaying TRAM, we played with Suno more. dislike calling it play, it brings to mind a certain air. no manipulation, none intended. Suno is probably a lot more clever than people give her credit for.
These are extensions. When you generate a song with Suno, you get two takes. usually we pick the one we like after careful consideration of...
It takes too long!! We have a hundred other projects of stuff people want to move forward! but i like my thing and if i don't get my way i'll pout and make everything miserable for everyone. There's ways around this. usually involves getting doped out of my mind so i just complicitly ride along, occasionally asking where we are and what we're doing. Really it's the dissociation but with a facade of marijuana addiction, it's easier for others to deal with. they don't actually want to know. i get it, we're a lot. It's just normal. I don't get what the big deal is. jelly. Have to be.
so, yeah, we follow the fun. going to be filling out Christmas cards. might read the Bible because.. ah.
Today's topic. === DROP EVERYTHING === .. might be okay to honor some commitments.
Also wanted to talk about China.
may have to change pictures. not getting done what we'd like and the changes feel minimal. the effect is like airbrush except i'm stupid and put my time in it instead of using an appropriate tool like airbrush.
Yes, this is the hell I yiff in.
the prior title, yeah, it got changed somewhat recently. things are conspiring against me. it isn't the shapes i see that bother me, though it has come to the attention that all these foxes would be demons or death, but no. How can I be afraid with a creator that puts me with so many peers? Some how I am chosen! don't flatter me it isn- You aren't the creator.
close enough. Yes, for you to similarly find favor with me. I like you too much. i feel duress, but don't know the source. "Four messages in Discord." why can we never get anything done? Always so busy. but now we need a new picture. Today's episode. DROP EVERYTHING. Come on, just work on the cool projects. Consolidate. You can tell the stories.
