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by perish
First in pool
another neat trick
the implication is that they are at silas' funeral, and that's an empty bouquet holder thing... hh
idk if this is gonna be canon or anything i just wanted to make a feeling comic, ghghgh my mental health has been trash the last few days

i do like older murphy and del tho.

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male 786,475, dog 104,724, bernese mountain dog 341, funeral 91, grandson murphy 42
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Type: Picture/Pinup
Published: 1 year, 6 months ago
Rating: General

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EnlisEntity
1 year, 6 months ago
this is dark i love it
island
1 year, 6 months ago
This is a pretty logical ending to his story. I approve and I like it.
HalcyonWinter
1 year, 6 months ago
RIP - great emotion in this one
Boxtop
1 year, 6 months ago
Wow this is...really cool. Like, porn is fun and all, but this is a neat bit of character building.
(Even if it doesn't end up being canon)
CookieFoxBrandon
1 year, 6 months ago
this is a very touching possible non-canon ending, kinda expecting silas to just pop out of his coffin though :3c
SoggyGoat
1 year, 6 months ago
I kind of got the vibe that while Del got fucked up from what Silas did, that Murphy seemed to enjoy it. Glad Del is happy though.
And I hope you get to feeling better. I know how mental health issues can be, man.
RevengeClone
1 year, 6 months ago
That's the weird thing about sexual abuse at such a young age and being raised in it, while he may seem accepting in time it most likely would have affected him negatively, or despite enjoying it saw the harm it caused his father.  
perish
1 year, 6 months ago
definitely.
Neos8
1 year, 6 months ago
*hugs*
ChadBull
1 year, 6 months ago
You've got some great depth to your characters.
Oredoj
1 year, 6 months ago
Interesting.
EvanSKVRL
1 year, 6 months ago
This makes sense, canonically. Very nice, dude.
FoulCritter
1 year, 6 months ago
Your World building is amazing, I always love seeing where the story goes (even if this isn’t cannon) you’ve come such a long way in a short amount of time. Keep up the good work and take care of yourself mental health is important
Astret
1 year, 6 months ago
I'm glad they still have a nice relationship at least!
TheAtomicDog
1 year, 6 months ago
Just have to wait for the urinal and dance floor to be delivered to the cemetery  for installation, and then we're set!
nightmarepengu
1 year, 6 months ago
This hit me in the heartstrings in a way I can't explain dood, a lot of your art with these guys does. I hate this feeling - but I keep coming back for more. Keep up the good work!
nightmarepengu
1 year, 6 months ago
(accidentally commented the same thing twice, sorry)
Carey
1 year, 6 months ago
I can see this. Silas does seem awfully predatory.
MattUmby
1 year, 6 months ago
It's sweet, in a way - I suppose, bittersweet. Silas did gross, terrible stuff to Murph and Del, but it's really nice to see them move on, canon or not. It feels a little better knowing this is a potential future for them both.
PreciousRat
1 year, 6 months ago
*hugs* Feel better soon. Chat me up if you wanna~

Real good art as always.
littlerager
1 year, 6 months ago
dang, pretty grim but I like it man
Monsterblender
1 year, 6 months ago
MY HEART
bokkun
1 year, 6 months ago
This is absolutely great depth building for the characters. They were manipulated by him into doing all of that stuff so it makes perfect sense that this would be the canon ending to it all.

Great to see him smile like that, they can start over.
OlorosoRhone
1 year, 6 months ago
This is chilling, and really difficult to parse. I love it.

So much of the rest of your work (and maybe this is just due to my own interests, as mentioned before) seems to be presented with a since of dark glee. Like the horrors inflicted upon Del, especially, are always there and a part of the story, but Silas never feels like a villain to me. What he's doing isn't good or right, but the other image seem to almost revel in the depravity. Which, as I've said before, I enjoy. The complex situation and conflicting emotions on Del's part are beautiful, and I've often wondered if Murph would face the same sort of emotional baggage from it, despite how okay with it he seems as a child.

Stripping all of that gleeful debauchery away and looking at the real impact someone like Silas would have, though? It's absolutely amazing. Especially after the very "different" feelings the other images inspired in me. It just serves to heighten the complexity of your characters and situations. Already teetering on the edge of sadistic merriment and genuine emotional trauma when presented as porn, it feels so natural for that to shift to a look at the lasting implications.

Also (and I'm sorry this is so long, but I am just too in love with this) I genuinely smiled at this. I felt more joy than sadness. Not because of Silas's death. But because Del and Murph seem okay. Maybe not entirely, but at least with one another. If Murph grows to feel this way about Silas, it would be natural for him to feel the same way about his dad, since Silas pressured his dad into doing stuff to Murph, too. But it seems Murph either doesn't blame him for what Silas manipulated him into doing, or that something about their interactions with one another became something more consensual and loving, but that either way, Murph knows Del was just as much a victim as he was.

Just. Fuck man. Thank you for sharing this with us. From the blurb on your home page, I seem to gather that all of this genius work may come from certain real life traumas. In that vein, I'm sorry for anything you've had to live through, and any pain you still suffer. I hope your current emotional state improves.

If it helps, just know that you've found a way to create something phenomenal from your pain. And I am more a fan than I can say. I get more excited seeing your name in my "New Submissions" list than anyone else.
perish
1 year, 6 months ago
wow, thanks. honestly comments like this and half the ones on this page are the kind of thing that really fuels me artistically. I have always sort of meant for delmont to be a reflection and witness of the actual horrible effects of the "cliche" child abuse situation, with murphy having been too young and groomed on it to really grasp exactly how bad things were. until later, of course. Both of their behaviors are typical of those hopeless csa situations where the victim has no real way to escape, and are (probably pretty transparently) reflections of my own feelings, especially in this image.

As much as I try to depict silas as a reprehensible villain, I am, in a way, glad he doesn't completely come off as one, as there aren't really villains. just people who do horrible, reprehensible things and the detrimental effects those things have on others. They're still just people, though. And a lot of times they can seem familiar, almost charismatic and compelling.  
Regandor
1 year, 6 months ago
The world can be a cruel place. A place of pain, fear and helplessness.
But it can also be a place of beauty, laughter and new experiences.
Perish, remind yourself that we might only live once. And the past is the past. We cant change the past, but we can choose the future.
Because we might only have one shot at this life (but who knows if there is more), don't be afraid to take a leap of faith someday. Do something fun. Test your limits. Explore. Reach for your dreams!

And if you ever feel the world crumbling around you and you start falling. Let someone catch you. Let someone be there. Everyone is different, but some of us understand ^^ some of us will hug you back.
RevengeClone
1 year, 6 months ago
I wouldn't mind this being canon, you can do so much before and after this so it wouldn't hurt. Either way I'm impressed by your work, effort, darkness, and honesty. Mental health is tricky, hope things feel more positive soon for you.
MistahToonCatUwU
1 year, 6 months ago
*loud fucking clapping* nice.
Rekky
1 year, 6 months ago
Appropriate  
OutrageousBehavior
1 year, 6 months ago
This should be canon...

But only if gramps comes back as a ghost and scooby-doo haunts them
MathiasBlack
1 year, 6 months ago
R-r-r-rape ghost!?
wufke
1 year, 6 months ago
now i feel really bad for jerking off to the other stuff...
Legosi
1 year, 6 months ago
My thoughts exactly uvu
chriszero
1 year, 6 months ago
You don't have to. We're all damaged in one way or the other, what's a good way to deal with it other than embracing it?
Lambent64
1 year, 6 months ago
Feels bad.
And now they're lovers now! Right?
ArfBarkle
1 year, 6 months ago
Too soon.
Vanillabatman
1 year, 6 months ago
This is prefect and I hope you make it Cannon
notknow
1 year, 6 months ago
Nice to see a distant good future like that.
Take care of yourself dude, dont push it.
hoklad101
1 year, 6 months ago
the way delmont feels in his pics is pretty relatable; the anxiety, the internalized powerlessness, the contradicting responses to the sexual abuse. here, when i see what it looks like in someone else, i just want to be there for him. (i want to say "i just want to hold him tight" but he's gotta have space to explore his own boundaries.)

well, he can get a hug here if he's ever comfortable with that.
DennatonEnterprises
1 year, 6 months ago
I love this. A feint happy ending, albeit potentially not canon but I certainly appreciate this. I hope you are alright man.
ChanceProwlers
1 year, 6 months ago
Yeah... It's a good ending. As hot as it is he sort of fucked up his son, and his grandson, and not just by proxy.
UnbalancedFlip
1 year, 6 months ago
You know, I really like this, even as an idle thought or non-canon. I've followed a few people over the years that went for the same feelings, both erotic and non-erotic, that you put into your work and they always just have no ending. There's all this drama and build-up but then the author just gives up. The characters are just trapped forever in their terrible situation. Seeing that there may be light at the end of the tunnel and that maybe the characters can grow into something better makes me feel better about a lot of things. It's very cathartic.

Plus, it looks like there's still plenty of time between this and the other pictures, so you can still make more if you want.
OneManArmy
1 year, 6 months ago
Damn... as much as I love the porn. It is pretty dark. I usually just like this for fantasy stuff. But I appreciate you having a story to go along with it.
Pumbluss
1 year, 6 months ago
I always feel kinda shitty about myself when I find out a cub/shota artist I like is drawing from real life experience because it's like, I wasn't abused so what's my excuse for being this way?
SoggyGoat
1 year, 6 months ago
We can't help what we like or what gets us off, friend. If you're using shota/cub content as a safe, harmless outlet then you're already doing it right. There's no reason to be ashamed for those feelings, it's our actions that matter.
perish
1 year, 6 months ago
yeah there's a big ol difference between fantasy and action. As long as you're using your boners responsibly and not putting them near irl small humans/seeking out images of that happening for real, there's 0 reason to feel bad about them. There can be a myriad of reasons people are into cub. sometimes people like the dynamics, sometimes people like the size difference and some just like the Aesthetic Of Childhood being sexualized, the list goes on.

I have purposefully kept it a little lighthearted and vague in most images until now so people could have reasonable doubt and still jerk off and be chill.
chriszero
1 year, 6 months ago
It's so dark and depressing but so true and honest. I love it. I wish I could give u a hug right about now >.<
Legosi
1 year, 6 months ago
Can we get these characters some love and affection, please? I wanna see them embrace sweetly, gently <3
VoodooKitty
1 year, 6 months ago
There really is something about how you depict generational abuse...It's very.....real...
MythicFox
1 year, 6 months ago
Damn, Murph, gonna cremate the old man with that burn.
Coldfur
1 year, 6 months ago
Not to mention all of the neighbors kids who were dragged into this. Silas’s impact on the community is take a long time to unravel.
VoE
VoE
1 year, 6 months ago
Your popularity rose as rapidly as it did for good reason. Your content stimulates the loins AND the heart.
Charliemon
1 year, 6 months ago
kinda like when i was at my dads funeral. 9 years and counting still glad hes gone <3
LittleTimmy22
1 year, 6 months ago
RIP Silas, you perverted life ruiner :')
LittleTimmy22
1 year, 6 months ago
Don't get me wrong, the things Silas does/did, were kinda hot but it's good to be grounded back to reality by images like this

Silas isn't the villianous monster one might see him as, but he most certainly is the horrible "person" the people he's touched might view him as

I'd imagine at the funeral, there are many people there to pay their respects, old cop buddies saying how great of a man he was, and then we have Del and Murphy, his own flesh and blood, there, filled with glee to finally be safe from the predator only they knew, but hiding it because who'd believe a convict and a troubled child? They "pay their respects" wait for everyone to leave, before they embrace each other in joy, in safety.
They lash Silas before leaving.

And in the end it's pretty sad ya know? Murphy, as previously stated, is under the custody of Silas, and now that he's gone, he becomes a ward of the state, and Del just goes to his home. They may never see each other again but maybe that's for the best? I mean, Murphy might hold some anger towards his father who participated in his abuse, sure under duress and being a victim himself but that still doesn't mean that he can't think his father should've fought back or reported it.
I think I might've gotten off point and started rambling. I'm just gonna shut up now, but a quick word.

Your art is AMAZING Perish. Your ability to tell a beautifully complex story with so few words and and only three panels is absolutely awe inspiring. I only hope to some day be able to do this myself if only half as well as you can.
Keep going dude, honestly don't stop.
TheKingBros
1 year, 6 months ago
Was not expecting that. Like it all the same. Few panels. Lot of emotion. And a little nice bit for Del.
And hope you feel better.
BrokenPupper
1 year, 6 months ago
Oh...
zidanes
1 year, 6 months ago
I'm out of the loop. is this a sequel to something?
perish
1 year, 6 months ago
no, just a one-shot thing of a scenario i'd had in my mind for awhile, bordering on vent art
Joeyboy
1 year, 6 months ago
F  ;)
Clunkymunk
1 year, 6 months ago
from a storytelling perspective, nailing this emotion in three panels is not an easy feat. very nicely done. I think, even, you might have been able to leave the last bit of exposition out, and the landing would have still been spot on.

I'm sorry to see that you're drawing from your own abuse. I fantasize a lot about bein' a kid in sexual situations, but I know the reality of that idea can be harrowing, and I appreciate you being capable of sharing this kind of emotional catharsis with us. I think the whole story is important, and not all of it is fap material. You display a great deal of nuance with these pieces, I feel, and I'm glad that this whole series can be a source of healing energy that we can all enjoy and reflect on.

I have plenty I could say, but I'm afraid I'll put my foot in my mouth or really digress. I just wanted to show support and appreciation.
RayClocks
1 year, 5 months ago
If this ends up being canon, it's gonna change a lot of perspective on the art you've previously done.
Kenaicougar
1 year, 4 months ago
This... Resonates.

Thank you for showing these characters in this kind of resolution. I think I needed to see this today.
Diegothadoggo
1 year, 4 months ago
Every time I see this ,I get that Dance with me,and I’ll sing to you,a symphony,won’t you kiss me,send me out,please,she’s a goddes,a wish from the stars,in my heart,oh yeah moment
Sing to you by Siloh Dynasty.
Tynach
5 months, 3 weeks ago
You've said elsewhere that your theme for this family is cyclic abuse... Each generation abusing the next.

I think what I like about this picture, is that it changes that. Not in a way that makes it no longer fit in with the other pictures, but because it wraps all of it into a new perspective... Of ending cyclic abuse.

You can't end such a cycle of abuse without starting with one. So the other pictures still would fit the theme of ending it, by showing the abuse as it has been for generations.

Very powerful work, either way. This, right here, is what is needed in this fandom. It's not attacking cub porn artists (duh, especially since you are one), it's showing that cub porn - even the most truly horrible and vile forms of it - can still show and emphasize the true nature of the depicted acts. It pulls the rug out from under those who scream about the 'normalization of pedophilia'.

Even the pictures that seem to really 'advocate' for this sort of thing... They're fucked up. But how else would one show how fucked up it is, without showing the thing itself? Sometimes that's what art has to do. It has to show the dark, demented corners of humanity, in every sadistic and charmingly evil detail. That's the only way to show how beautiful it is for that evil to pass away, and for healing to begin.


Lately a lot of cub artists have.. Decided not to draw such content anymore. I don't have the money to commission art, and I respect artists far too much to want anything for free... So the disappearance of artists or the pulling of content from art sites only affects me directly by giving me less fap material. Likewise, more and more services and websites have banned such content lately, and that only directly affects me by limiting which sites I can go to for such fap material.

But I still panic. I'm not directly affected in any huge way, but it's kept me up at night and given me anxiety at how art that's just so.. For lack of a better term, precious... Has been lost, and artists who are willing to produce it likewise lost.


So much of it though focuses only on the fetishy aspects, because that's what sells commissions and whatnot. And I understand that, and I even plan to financially support that once I can.. But what you're doing here, is arguably of far more importance. You're showing the other side. The beauty created from the horrible, shattered lives of people in these situations.

Thank you for creating this. It means so much more to me than is probably warranted (given that I was never in such a situation, have never commissioned such (or any) art, etc.), and I feel like this is the very thing that we need to see more of.
Doggard
5 months, 3 weeks ago
I'm one of the lucky ones that NEVER experience this kind of thing with my parents
Dshadow14
4 months, 4 weeks ago
B.I.H. Silas.
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