this submission is mainly a way for me to cope with my current situation. so please excuse the fact that this has nothing
to do with my regular fetish art.
about a year ago, i saved this little bugger from my neighbors, who had absolutely no clue how to
treat cats. they basically locked him in the bathroom so he couldn't scratch their furniture and they mistreated him
so much that i couldn't just stand there and watch. i offered them a good price and they happily sold him to me.
now i didn't plan to have three cats in the end, but oh well.
i called him Nico and he's such a great cat. playful and cuddly, always comes to me when i call for him and he
never scratched me in this one year.
lately, he kept scratching and hurting himself, so i went to the vet which said his constant itching might be
a food-allergy. on the way back, the transportation box i used to carry him, fell appart and he ran away...
that happened on the 4th of June.
I found him only once, on the same night. he was sitting in a bush behind a large fence, so i wasn't able to reach him
immediately. but even after climbing the fence, i wasn't able to get him... the only scource of light i had was a UV flashlight...
it was simply too dark to see anything.
after he went missing, i wasn't able to eat anything for 4 days and even now i'm stressed out.
i've contacted everyone in the vicinity, from the local vets, to the local animal shelter and even the school and kindergarden
right next to my house.
i'm so worried that i'll never find him again T_T
even bought a thermal camera to help me with the search, i'm on patrol every night looking for him and all
i can do is hope he's ok.
unfortunately, my family doesn't really understand my problem.
they just say stuff like "it's just a cat" or "you still got two cats, that's enough" or even
"just get a new one if you're so stressed out" which really doesn't help -.-
WHAT'S THE CONSEQUENCE?
well, it definitely means i'm having a hard time creating new art. i'll probably try to do a mini-set next, which will take
less time to finish... i don't know...
i just want my nico back...
1 month ago
11 Jun 2018 14:32 CEST
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