Celebrating what? Well, here's where I actually start ranting a little, me being single. Why am I like this? Not sure how many of you know the story of my first relationship. (Fucking cunt whore) and I've been single ever since. I can give you the run down here.
First relationship was Freshman year in High School, I was about 14? 15? I don't know, I'm 18 now, almost 19. Anyway, so I liked this girl and she liked me, after a few months of talking I asked her out over a Google Chat. She said she loved me before we went to bed, big red flag there. But I kept it going. She was nice, petite, kinda sexy, and sometimes fun. Well, a school dance was coming up and she wanted me to go with her. I can't remember if I wanted to go or if my sister restricted me. Anyway, I didn't go and I found out through my sister from her friend who was at the dance that she went into the bathroom and kept making out with some girl. So she cheated on me. Now, it's another girl right, I shouldn't be mad? I was just mad I was cheated on less than 2 weeks into the relationship! She was way too fast for me. She wanted to kiss, hold hands, hell, she tried to steal my first kiss during the time.
Now a few years later I try to be friends with her and I leave the school for a month due to me having a knife (Like I'm the only one with a knife in the school, fuck off), and I come back and guess what. She had sex even though we both kinda wanted to be eachother's first. Now, my heart dropped, and she BRAGGED about it. All in the shower, bed, rooms, all that. She even had sex with other people and girls who were older than her and were in other schools and colleges. Senior Year, prom, I decided to slow dance with her because her friend wanted me too (her friends hates her too now) and her breast touches my arm.
I freeze up because I'm antisocial and I can't handle that. So she asks if we want to get back together and I say no after stalling. Graduation, I hate her. I can't even recall her name on stage, not sure if she wasn't called or I blocked that out completely. So that's my first relationship. Shit. I'm sure she's fucking someone right now. Or she's pregnant and her life is ruined, which I hope (her life ruined part)
She smoked, was a slut, did all this bad stuff, and she blamed me for the bad stuff when I tried to be a good friend. So, yeah, 5 years later I'm still single. I've seen a few cute girls around and would like to talk with them but I don't know how and I don't think it's good to go up to a random stranger and ask them out, despite what Friends does (The show).
Also, out of topic, ignore the Arwing, I just wanted to fill the table.
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12 Jun 2017 03:29 CEST
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