The last entry didn't have enough space for me to post the other stuff that's been annoying me lately. Stupid character limit. >.>
Aside from an impasse I have with a friend of mine, that's not the only thing that frustrates me lately.
I have a friend I've known for several years, but we've grown a bit distant in the last one. I have no idea why he watches me, considering every time I message him on MSN he either ignores me or tells me to leave him alone. We barely have anything in common anymore and I think the only mutual experience we still share is sexual, and that's not something you build a friendship off of. We used to be a lot more alike, but we've both changed drastically, and now he's developed many opinions I don't agree with. I find it hard to believe we were so close at one time. If it weren't for our history, I'd probably ignore him too.
He used to be the one to come to me, now it's the other way around, I hate being on the other end. I'm nobody's fucking dog, and I've had my fill of this soured friendship.
And he's not the only one. >_>
My cousin and I are close, or were. We did everything together when we were allowed. (His mother was keen on keeping me and other family members out of his life, to this day, I still don't know why.) Now he's different, it's like he has two sides, and one of them makes me sick to look at. It's like he's ignoring everything we were taught from an early age for no discernible reason.
It's hard to look at someone I thought knew better the same way I used to, it's frustrating.
7 years, 11 months ago
17 May 2011 18:04 CEST