I had a mental breakdown during the past weeks.
My work in real life made me so anxious, I needed to stop for a bit, at least, that's what my doctor suggested.
As some of you may know already, I work at an office IRL. The job is really boring and stressful, but it makes things easier to live day by day.
But during last month, this was painful to my mental health.
Too much obsession, too much pressure, I just couldn't handle it.
I was not feeling ok, I fainted and was taken to the hospital. I spent there a whole week, and I was back home after they said "You are OK now. You can go home", about a couple of weeks ago.
My boss told me to take a break, to spent some of my vacation days to recover. Forced vacations. To being able to return to work as soon as possible.
I've been out of social media, I've been on therapy now, to manage this anxiety problems I have.
I'm coming back to work next week, and I'm coming back to drawing on september too.
There is something about drawing that helps me feel better, but I can't quit my job, I don't have anything else...
I'll try to catch up with everything I owe you from past months, and more.
I'm very sorry for not letting you know early, but I couldn't even log in to the sites. I was so stressed out by everything.
I'm trying to become a better person, a better artist.
Hope you can understand my situation.
1 year, 3 months ago
28 Aug 2021 14:16 CEST