I just crawled into a box stuffed with a rolled up piece of foam rubber. It felt awesome. I finished watching the movie "Temple Grandin". I relate so much to that woman it gave me chills. It made me tear up more times than I can count. I'm not autistic, but I feel like I can relate a lot to them in ways. I just get so physically tense sometimes for no real reason. Like, all this built up energy in my body, a restless feeling. Not even pawing can get rid of it. Exercise helps some. But laying inside this silly thing I just threw together was calming to me.
I'm just one of those bizarre "try it before you judge it" people.
ps. I'm feeling pretty good lately after talking with several friends about my last "emo" journal. I know I seem erratic, it is hard to help living in such a way though. I really do appreciate all the comments you all gave and yes I have read them. It's good to know there's real people out there.
6 years, 4 months ago
19 Jun 2012 16:39 CEST