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Currently in a shitty state of mind. Not a mood. A mood would imply having strong feelings and having an understanding of why you feel that way, and it's duration would be something like a couple hours at most. This is more like feeling numb at times, then tired, angry, or something just a tiny blip above numb/negative for days. If you have a perfect life, I most likely will avoid taking to you like the plague. If you constantly talk up about yourself, same.

I haven't really felt like eating much and don't want to talk to people right now (yes i see the irony in writing a journal about not talking). Every time I've woken up for the past couple days, the first thing in my mind is a bad memory, which takes maybe an hour to two hours to get rid of. I think a lot of this is to do with how I've slept, which is incredibly crappy this week(s?). Staying up over 24 hours wasn't uncommon. Sleeping for 12 hours wasn't either. Whatever it is, it's made a wreck of my head. I won't be streaming, uploading things, or talking to anyone for a while. At least until things become normal again. Really need a break from this crappy excuse for a life.
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Added: 6 years, 8 months ago
6 years, 8 months ago
You'd be surprised what tricks lack of sleep can play on a mind. If you do read this, I hope the break allows you to gather your thoughts.
6 years, 8 months ago
hope you feel better :(
6 years, 8 months ago
*Snuggles* I've dealt with similar years ago. Currently, I am numb, so can relate there. Asides from my feet, which hurt. I walked 44 miles in 3 days just to quit the cigs. So I hope you can at least realize I'm with you. But meanwhile, you should have reason to feel proud of yourself, and I just wanna see you cheery ^-^
6 years, 8 months ago
Best wishes Looq. Hope you feel better soon.
6 years, 8 months ago
Take a break man, do other stuff, go outside, go to the park, chase squirrels, eat hotdogs. Rest and take a nap under a tree if possible.
6 years, 8 months ago
*hugs you tight* Maybe a little vacation might help, a change of scenery for a day.
6 years, 8 months ago
*hug* Feel better soon.
6 years, 8 months ago
*hugs* I dun wanna sound rude or something buckling, but these...whatever they keep leaving me confused. And kinda frustrated because I dunno what to do to make ya feel better. :(
6 years, 8 months ago
There's nothing we can do except wait it out and hope for the best. It's in his head and no one else can fix it. I'd love to try to help.. he just doesn't seem to want it.
6 years, 8 months ago
I know that feel :I
6 years, 8 months ago
I know what you are going through, my friend.  I have been there many times myself.
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