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Dracul Where Art Thou...

Hey everyone, I know it's been a while. So here's whats been happening...

Basically I'm going to be without a place yet again, a shocker I know. I guess I'm just not allowed to be in one place...
Long story short, the roommate I was set up with is an asshole and wants me out soon.
I managed to get a decent apartment, but now I'm flat broke with a little here n there that still needs paid off.
I am at a loss right now on what to do. Sure I'll have a place as long as I can keep up the rent, which is easier said than done... Probably won't have good internet for a while because that's just more money to pay, money I don't have...

How do people do it huh? How do some of the popular artists or Youtubers do it?
Someone please tell me now how YOU easily manage a good apartment, along with internet, food, possibly a car, and still manage to go to cons or whatever...

I must be doing SOMETHING wrong. But what is it...? What's the secret...

I'm really worried right now for the future...
And I know you guys will say "Oh it will be fine" or "Just keep your chin up." But honestly, kind words don't really help...
That's kind of dickish to say, but listen, I'm having such shit luck right now, me and my mother both are. I'm not saying I neglect your kind words. Hell no! I am happy there are at least a few who care. But in the end, the way things are, it's really hard to see that things will get any better.
So far, nothing good has really happened yet, it feels like things are just getting worse and worse...

Even now I'm deciding maybe I should quit drawing after I finish the commissions and look for real jobs. Because this gig isn't paying me well at all...I'm not getting anywhere with my art.
And I know I don't post a drawing day after day, but come on. Can any of you draw while you're under a lot of pressure...?
That's something I wanted most of all in my life, doing something I really love for a job. It was a dream. And that's all it will ever be for me...
I don't know how you guys did it, but congratz.

I'm sorry I'm such a downer, but this is my life. What was once perfect and simple, is now something I'll never be able to get back...

Thank you everyone who stuck with me over the years. You all really do mean a lot to me. I'm sorry I failed you all in the long run...
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