My cycle idea
The type of girl I am after, I don't know myself, but what I see is that I could only be with two types of girls, running into the second of choice.
My first would rather be one who sees through the shell created, and help this person, because this person is so screwed now, they can't help themselves, tainted, without fully knowing the extent to the point of being nearly irreversable. This person understands, and helps them, but knows they can't stay with that person, knows what is, and what must be, the correct cycle.
The second, the unfortunate side if taken first like me. To have been with a person personally as screwed up or as screwed up as you were before, but to help them, this escalates from the low resolving of problems they have created, to a lovely romance, this...bueatifuly innocent, because of how this damaged flower has sprung back to life.
Now, the way I have received it without the first, I started with number 2 (as fucked as my idea is, it has some truth in denial if denied), she had plenty of problems, as well as me, but mine weren't resolved, so it can only end bad. So really we get together, her, pure, me, tainted, but I helped, I did help with things, and as things be, young love starts off with being there for the other, creating habbits, little joyful things, but things go wrong left and right, tolerable, but this goes to a point of course. It ends bad, so its the attempt on fixing this, that goes on for a while until you find the right time (also my young love was a good 2 year and I think 3 month run) and get that person back, its a real hardship that time between, really its something that puts you out of element (my next run was a 7 month run I believe) and yeah. This run doesn't go well if the other's problem is not to forget and forgive, if you have that kind of mate or etc, DON'T DISCOURAGE THAT TRAIT, unless they are just dumb, a heritage of memory loss counts too, pricks. So this run doesn't go well, and you hopefully end it maturely, any other wise...your a prick....and if you got them preg at a early age...I will knock your teeth in buddy.