When I do drawings and paintings, I always try to transmit feelings. I think art is the figuration to express that you don't know or you can't embody another way. That's why I love doing this, is my obsession.
Maybe you already know me, but I know the mayority is watching me is not, this time I don't want to talk about one of my characters, (I always do that, and I enjoy a lot talking you about my cute imaginary friends) this is time to talk about me.
I'm extremaly shy, I'm not good socializing with other people, I don't have idea how to start a conversation with someone else, or even worse to start meeting somebody new, that has been a problem with me for all my life, because I'm looking being someone on this world, not just go unnoticed here, but what stops me is my shyness. But I've felt comfortable to express what I want to say with art, not just with drawings and paintings, also with animations and audiovisual stories. When you see something by me (completaly by me, not commissions or paid works), I think you are looking inside me.
That sometimes is not so good, I think, because I'd wanted to be someone really creative with humor, because I love humor and laugh, ( I need to say I'm so special with comedy because I enjoy the smart comedy and not so much the silly northamerican humor) but I'm not so creative with that, I'm always expressing my feelings of what is love, what is happiness, frienship; maybe if my art could sing, they would be a pop singer always singing about how beautiful is life and that we are always be together (ironic because I use to hear a lot of sad music, as Radiohead, Panda, Coldplay, Travis..), and I know is more striking to look funny pictures and that will be shared a lot and the artist will be really famous (not telling about porn artists, hehe, they are more imediately famous even if they are not good) and when I see pics like those (the funny pics), I want to be like that, to be really smart to invent creative ideas with a really simple style. But it is something that I can not create, also in my shortfilms, that I always put them melodyc rythms with a great deal of emotion, but never something that could make laugh (just on the last one I submitted, "Conejo en el sombrero", but that one was not my real idea, was based on an idea of someone else).
All artists have a frustration, that is mine, but I think because it's how I am, I'm so shy and quiet, that guy that is unnoticed in the classrooms, who anybody invite to the parties (it's the same for me, I don't like human parties) because anybody remembered him, even that, I like being who I am, I'm so proud to be a panda bear, to have people who I love and they love me, with the few friends I have I'm so happy, also with the great guys I've met on internet who make me feel I'm not alone in this world, and also to have the best imaginary friends that someone can ask for.
This panda of the pic is me, wearing the bandana my friend Eli gave me as birthday gift (Thank you very much, I really loved it!!), this time proud to be a panda, and happy to feel myself kind of free. I owe some commissions >.< but I think I'll never be completaly free of work, but right now I'm feeling so good. That's a good time to talk nice about me.
This was done on Sai.
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10 Apr 2014 09:36 CEST
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