Aer by Nelson and Victor, based on an idea from me. Thanks to them again and again for liking it and wanting to draw it.
Grandpa Richard and the boss had started to get really upset with Matt not doing his part of the household chores. He seems to consider everything granted. So, soon enough, they decided to teach him a lesson. So, he ended being babysat alongside me by Grandpa Richard. His first lesson is Alphabet. He has to write and pronounce entire sentences, but with his mittens and pacifiers, he is going to have a hard time. Don't worry, I'm here to help and spanks him every time he gets it wrong. His bottom sure will spend more time being spanked than seating on that pillow ! Maybe he will stop being lazy and take his responsabilities (for his potty training, it may be too late for him to get it back...).
The stuff made me feel good. Those days I get a lot of short panic attacks, I was reminded CFZ is soon, and for some reason, it stirs bad memories like it never did before. Maybe because it's also reminding me that soon, Mommy is going to Canada, and I can't stop trembling in fear every time it's mentionned. It's a stupid fear, but I can't stop being afraid Fiona decide to trade me for one of the better babies that are in Canada. I've way too many bagages and flaws... Fear of abandonment is a major trait of my mental illness, but I can't seem to go past it. My mind knows it's not happening but my heart can't stop overwhelming it with negative thoughts. Will just have to live through the next month as best as I can.
