Always With You

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by TheGamerDracul

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"At least I'll be here for you. I'll never leave..."

Are you guys ready for words? Alright then...

So this is a venting drawing. Don't complain, I'm not the only one who does this...
The other day I lost a friend. Not in death or anything and certainly not in a "normal way".
Apparently we were never friends from the start, even though they agreed to add each other on Skype. They even made a poor excuse of "Oh it was late and I was tired when we were talking about adding each other..."

I'm not going to dance around this...
I was furious, broken, destroyed, even driven to tears. I couldn't even work that day because I was emotionally hurt...
I'm not kidding, this hurt like hell...
It hurts because I thought we WERE good friends. I drew things for them, I played with them, spent time with them in chatting. Just TRYING to be a good friend. And then they just pull this shit...

Is it my face? Is it how I act? Is it my style? What is it that is so wrong with me...? What the hell do people want from me?!
Believe it or not I bend over backwards to keep friendships going, and this is what I get???

Because of this person, I just...I can't fully trust people anymore...
I'm not going to make anymore friends online. DEFINITELY not here on FA, screw that.
I'm not going to be on Skype hardly anymore either. It's THIS bullshit that makes me wonder why I try anymore...
I am so upset about this...more than you guys can imagine...

Word of advice: Don't try to befriend with "popular" or "cool". Don't even try and befriend someone just because they look nice and fun to hang around.
Unless you want to risk being heartbroken, just don't...

And I'm sorry if it sounds like I'm whining, it seems that's all I do on here apparently...
But this really hurts me, guys...
I'm a sensitive dude and shit like this is not good for me. The stress really messes with me...
It's not good when something like THIS just shuts me off like that...

I'll still draw, but right now, I want to just lay down for a while...try and get over this...
Things like this always happen to me. I lose people left and right. Sometimes it's my fault, and yes I hate myself for that.
But when it's things like this...I just wonder, what did I do wrong...?

If you took the time to read this, then thank you, sincerely...

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Published: 7 years, 11 months ago

Rating: General

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