I'm bothered that she doesn't look very feminine. Her young version is kind of a tomboy, but I still want to be clear that she is a girl. And I don't even know where to start with her clothes. In the flashbacks to her youth she will be poor, living on the streets, so her clothes has to reflect that. Not necessarily rags, but she is supposed to wear stuff she finds scavenging.
I'm sorry it's not much yet. Just a general idea.
I have done lots of sketching lately, but nothing really worthy of posting.
I'm just embarrassed to post another depressing journal about how shitty my life keeps getting day by day. Out of money, living in a tiny apartment in a ghetto building with asshole neighbors who already started to spread gossip and rumors about us. All the cats and dogs I had in the house now have to live in very cramped space, some were used to live in the backyard and would pee and shit out of the litter boxes. They fight, they hide around and behind all the boxes that fill the apartment almost to the ceiling, they pee in hidden spaces I can't find. It's a fucking nightmare.
And now my car died, so I may or may not have a job tomorrow. My main source of income came from doing deliveries for a restaurant. Today the car would not start and I lost the day. My boss put another guy in my place. I don't know if the switch is temporary or permanent, but I understand he runs a business and he can't have a delivery guy whose car breaks down every few weeks. I would probably have to walk to work for my night shift.
All this of course is making me very depressed, which is not exactly the mood I need to draw. I'm sorry I have become such a sad shit lately.
