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Doodle time
UM....
Eh. Feeling low, so doodling. Don't even care there's a slew of anatomy errors.

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Type: Picture/Pinup
Published: 5 years, 11 months ago
Rating: General

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MsObscure
5 years, 11 months ago
Doodling does helps a tiny little bit! Drawing something you enjoy is always pleasant and it gives a feeling of productivity (even if you should rather be doing the dishes, which is often the case regarding my self... :P) I hope you'll "pop back up" again quickly <3
Ralloonx
5 years, 11 months ago
Thanks! ..But it isn't likely. The popping back I mean. I'm trying very hard, but am sliding down. I spend a lot of time wondering why people don't like my art. I can't get commissions, I can't find a job, I can barely feed myself, I can't afford my medications.. the list goes on and on. It's a struggle every day to even draw. I've been forcing myself to, and then wondering why the hell I do when all I do is spin my wheels.

Eh, sorry, I'll stop now.
MsObscure
5 years, 11 months ago
Hey, ranting is a good thing! Getting stuff said is better then keeping it all stuffed inside, you'll just eventually burst... I'm really sorry you're struggling so hard financially, that's gotta be very stressful. I don't have a lot to toss around my self, but I have enough to pay for the essentials, so I can't complain (and I never have). The stuff about "popularity" can sometimes seem confusingly random! I don't really understand it my self, I often stumble over peoples pretty art and wonder why they aren't more popular then they are. And then I stumble over folks producing pretty terrible stuff and they have LOTS of watchers O_o  I have no idea how this works sometimes...

But about drawing, I think you first and foremost should think about doing it for your own enjoyment. I know it probably is hard when you sometimes feel like you are "wasting time" that could have been spent otherwise, but I think you'd feel far worse giving up this passion! Hold on to it, but don't push your self too hard, it should be for fun. I really hope you'll be able to find some kind of work tho. Even if something like just a part-time thing would pop up, I would imagine it could be able to relieve a lot of financial stress.
Ralloonx
5 years, 11 months ago
I'm not sure I want to be popular.. I would more of like to be making some money at this to ease the stresses I currently face. Maybe that's a pipe dream.

Thanks so much for the kind words! I have been trying for part time work, but the neighborhood I live in just doesn't have anything. No one is hiring, and I don't have a car so that really limits my transportation. As for art, that's why I force myself. I don't want to give it up, but currently if I drew only for my own pleasure I'd never draw at all.
MsObscure
5 years, 11 months ago
(I got so sleepy, I went to bed ><) Yeah, I know it can be hard getting employment in a small place, there's not often an open spot. I hope you'll be able to find back some of the joy of drawing, tho. I think that the more fun you try having, the more it will show positively in the final product. <3
Ralloonx
5 years, 11 months ago
Sleep is good. :)
I really hope things improve too. *hugs!* Thanks again!
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