I am not sure if I will get these in order. However, I hope to attach the YT url's. This way I can keep my promise to my Church. Some of these are rather close to me. In that my emotions are very clearly on display. Although its putting me in a vulnerable position I feel it to be important to share. Pastor John French preached on becoming familure with these feelings. In one of his sermons saying, "this is a good sign your fulfilling your calling." Not part of the above sermon notes, but I figured I clarify. I am not in this for popularity and I am not fond of infomy. Mind you I am nit scared of either one. https://youtu.be/Yg1eFThtKBQ