I try to reassure myself in the fact absolutely nothing we do willl eventually matter and that as long as im not doing harm around me i'm not adding to the pile of shit and suffering that is the world (hoarding ressources, harming community, spread of hate/violence) In the absolute end if there is anything it would be all about how you dealt with it, did you add your own layer of shit to the shitcake or did you reject the idea of the shitcake? If all that shit end and you wake up with "Simulation terminated" from a pod, would you say you did your best or gave up and make it worse/fed your ego? Every single perosn on earth have a very specific challenge, for SOME reason (that reason is up to you, religions, simulations, tests, nothing, random).
I try to reassure myself in the fact absolutely nothing we do willl eventually matter and that as lo
*hugs* I can definitely sympathize. Just remember it's YOUR life, YOU choose how to live it. Don't let the examples or expectations of others force you to minimize your own accomplishments.
*hugs* I can definitely sympathize. Just remember it's YOUR life, YOU choose how to live it. Don't l
It's not really the words that hurt you, but that you believe or convince yourself that they are true. I have and still go around with everything inside me. I never talk about it, I never show it to people, and at times it's just too much, but it's a choice you have to make. I do it because I have always been fighting for myself, so I don't need other people's help, so I fight alone, which means I also stand alone with a bag of all the negative things, all the hurt, all the letdowns. So we have to find a way to get some of it off. I do it by Singing and playing games. But life is a bitch, so we all have to coop with it one way or another. The more you want to stop hurting, the more you push people out, the more you push people out, the lonelier you get, the lonelier you get, the less you give a shit, and the less you give a shit, the more gray the world because. It's a bad circle you just can't get out of.
It's not really the words that hurt you, but that you believe or convince yourself that they are tru
