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Hi everyone, I realize I’ve been gone for a while. If you don’t want to read personal stuff, feel free to skip. I’m going to try and draw soon, if that’s whats you’ve been waiting for. If you have requested a commission and I have not done it, I will do it for free. If you paid me, expect a refund.
Ive been in and out of the hospital for my stomach issues, things keep getting stuck and I’m always in pain. It’s been so embarrassing and physically draining.
Just yesterday, I found out my dad has been cheating on my mom. I love my mom very much. I’m devastated about this, I cannot think straight on top of the hospitalization and my regular depression and anxiety. I can’t believe he would leave us like this. I never thought my parents would get a divorce. I can’t even imagine what my father looks like. I keep having nightmares. He yelled and threw stuff, he punched things but he was still my father and we had our moments. I don’t even want to associate with him anymore.
All this while I’m away from home at school. School was already rough enough.
Im struggling here.
Why am I posting this? Well, a few reasons. I wanted to update everyone for a while now, but never felt it was appropriate. I’ve felt very guilty about commissions I have left. If you requested a commissions before today and I haven’t done it, I will do it for free when I feel ready as an apology.
Im starting to become in need of money due to the hospitalization and since my mom is now single and doesn’t make much money I need to support her somehow. I can’t hold a normal job being in school and in and out of the doctors, the only thing I can do is draw on my iPad.
It’ll be therapeutic, I think. Hopefully I can just focus on my art.
This is all wishful thinking. I don’t even know if I want to draw. I’ve been questioning career choices and I just don’t want to do anything. My minds a mess right now. I’m sorry.
Tl;dr. I’m not doing well. Parents divorce. Hospitalization. I will be doing some YCHs because they are easy and I need money.
Edit: please message me on inkbunny about commissions, not discord.
Some things that have been supporting me are animaniacs and sonic. I’m willing to draw those things if anyone wants.
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2 months, 3 weeks ago
09 Dec 2020 05:52 CET
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