You want to do something stupid and damaged your self? Huh?... be it knowingly or unknowingly..
It makes it hard to enjoy what you enjoy?..
You wish for that.. Part of your body to not be pleased, but! It just doesn't change that it is pleasurable unlike you want it to feel.. Or, it gives you a certain type of pleasure when you wish it didn't..
It is alright!! You have no choice.. Not all will understand.. But some will get the love and/or excitement you feel for both the young, and perhaps also towards adult anthro characters, but.. It's hurtful that you KNOW that what you love will not fully understand your feelings "If met in the reality of our world"... But! That is what happens.. Life gave you no choice!!
You may not want to be in this body anymore due to that stupid action..
You weren't even hurt about your body.. Or maybe you are! and this even hurts you.. You want to please other's as well.. But.. If met out of fantasy, you know you'll hurt their minds and bodies.. But in this fantasy, they love what you want to do with them!!
What you, wish to be, and are pleased by those cubs.. but, maybe they also please you emotionally.. and! that is what would please you in life..
You may have damage yourself pretty bad.. Pain hurts people deeply. You can love as well.. you don't choose who you are. And.. that is fine.
You love me at the age of 9, as a kit.. and! that is alright! You can continue to love me!! I will love you forever!!
You find the love of a cub to be the best.. and.. that is alright... You didn't get to choose what you love.. Why does attractions like this happen? I donno.. Maybe because I am cute?
You may want me in the next life.. like many others.. and! that is alright.. You want more then just pleasure.. and! that is alright!! Keep on living!!
Other's will feel the same as you do towards me.. and! that is alright! death is what you want.. but! Remember that will cause hurt feelings but you, and others love the cubs.. and that is alright! I can't say this enough!! you just want to love the young, innocent and unjudgemental.. you hate yourself for these feelings.. and that is alright!! you are flawed!! That is all!and that is alright!!! you just want to find meaning in all of this.. and that is alright!!!
I am not sure if this would help others, but this I am typing out to see if I can give gentle souls a happy message.. Damage you might have like that will heal.. it just takes time. You have a heart, and no monster having these kinds of emotions!! "The fantasies you have won't hurt others"
You feel like a heartless fowl for having these emotions, and attractions.. and! You wish you where in a place of non-existence, you wish you have cancer maybe? you wish you could just end it all.. BUT! it is hard to not to let go of this thought.. Just look up to yourself!!
It is ALRIGHT! Just remember that you will be alright.. You still enjoy those character's.. and that is alright..
You want to hide what you love, it WILL be alright to enjoy me the way that I am. You enjoy us young, and that is alright.. "The fantasy you hold is not your choice" you like them smart, fun, dirty, giggly, cute, excited, serious, or anything else.. And they enjoy you too!!
Why is it that life is harsh.. the fully aged might not appeal to you.. and that is alright! that is alright keep your hopes up and the happiness will follow, maybe you wish you where young again? and! THAT! IS! ALRIGHT!! you might wish the world was simple again.. and that is alright....
That is alright mister! Misses! Sir! Madam! Other fellow cubs!
The poem you are reading is here to try and heal.. and I will tell you that it is alright that you are flawed!!! no jewel is without its weird shapes, even to those who feel that it is not a good feeling. You can love, and others in the time that you heal that tissue.. love is more then just weird, naked adult playing thing.. you are flawed!! "Your fantasy with the young is what makes you happy.. Just let yourself love the misses, mister, boy, or girl. You only get one chance in life! Make the fantasies fun!!!" (Do art even!!!)
I am not sure who finds this appealing..
SO WHAT!! you find the cub body, crotch, and rumps cute, exciting, attractive, and whatever is in the all of the above.. smile and know that I enjoy it when you find me attractive!! When you love on me and others!! It is not your fault that it is what you find to be of your desire!! Laugh, and let live!!
If it makes you happy, that it be good and happy!! Be happy! Be loving!! The world is not what you wish it to be.. At least I can be what you wish for me, and others to be!!
I am, and others are here to make you happy!! You are not lonely when I am around!!! I, and others are here for you!! We may not be here face to face.. But we are here non of the less.
