The other story doesn't exactly have a happy ending, it is just something you could expect to happen in real life..
Though, it is a story I could see myself in..
Chapter #2
"In the world of animals, things are a bit different in the view of a Zoophile.. Some like it romantic, some like it sexual, while other's believe you shouldn't even touch an animal in any sexual manner.. Though, whatever the case may be. The fact is, those who have had a significant other die at the age the species could only live up too.. The heart brake is something that hurts deeply, one that can only be envolked on by seeing a death of a boyfriend, or girlfriend..
It is not a feeling you ever wish to feel, not even for a second. The feeling I could understand the notion of..
It's like loosing a pet, but more spiritually entangling to say the least.
Why is it that in the process of evolution, attractions like this pop up also?.. Is it the process of natural selection, or is it the process of nature looking to see what works and what doesn't.. Or maybe, the reason is partly due to a mix of nature, nurture, and exposure. All we know is that it happens and we can't stop it from happening, that is the nature of hormones.. They control who we love, who we get sexually attracted too, and who we wish to get marry towards. We don't have a choice in this world, and we cannot choose who our minds are attracted towards, let that be towards real, and fictional characters.
We may not have a choice in the attraction, but we do have a choice as to how we handle it.. Some ways are more harmful then other's, while other's are more at the ethical route. The feeling is more then just that feeling towards that hot dog next to the street.. It is more like, what an attractive dog over there across the street! The body of the breed comes in your mind and you forget that there are any troubles in the world. Forget that who you're in love with is not a consenting partner, though, many disagree on that notion of consent, they are only following their hearts desires, they cannot help it.
We cannot help who we become attracted towards, it's like the hormone monster saying "FUCK YOU! You should fuck this thing instead!", or the process of nature saying "Yeah! This kind of relationship will do, we need at least some sort of new species coming along." it is what makes you, you but you should find a way to help it, instead of just keeping attraction a little secret, so what you can't get the mate you wish to desire? There is still ways through art you can have the attraction, then still live a happy life.. Sexual, and romantic gratification is part of living, and depraving yourself with that will just make you into a porn addict, sex addict, or so on. These kinds of attractions have no bases of excaping about who you are as a person, as who you are as an individual, so what if you find that beautiful fox coming around in your yard quiet enduring, or enjoy the fantasy of the thought of an animal character doing something sexually, and maybe romantically gratification towards that fox you found, it is all in who you are as a person. And there is no changing that..
No matter how hard you wish, or how much you curse a god for what you're attracted towards, it is a part of you and no matter how hard you try, you cannot change that.. It's like stopping yourself from ever doing anything with another man and a/or women..
All you can do is reenact in fantasy about your attractions, and there is no shame in doing so, sexuality is part of normal life.."
