Wait.. You want to what?
Brugi was my Ex in Arizona when I lived there. We became together in highschool and he broke up with me after senior year because he didn't think our relationship was serious. He went out with someone else at the time, and his name was Axen, I didn't mind. I'm not the jealous type when it comes to that stuff. So we were still friends and when he introduced me to Axen I was happy for the two of them. Anyways, he was 6'2 and has been since he was 14. He weighs a good 190 but was pretty skinny. He was a black and blue fox with amazing abs that made good eye candy. The blue of him were markings going all the way across his body, and one mark on his elbow that resembles the “blue rose.”
he was a Dj, so he made some pretty amazing songs! Anywho, back to the point..
“Well Brugi, lets go sit at the food court, and you can..”
“ No, I need it to be personal, in private. Lets go to your place.”
“It isn't even fixed up yet, I just got home today.”
“It doesn't matter, It doesn't change the fact that it's a private area we can chat.”
I finally decided to let him go to my apartment and it took about an hour to get back there. We didn't talk the whole way there, we just exchanged poker faces. We finally made it to apartment 14, and we walked inside.
“What's that smell, Kamal?”
“Apartment smell, you get used to it after awhile.”
He closed the door. Locked it, Dead bolt, and chain lock. That kind of scared me a bit, but I knew he was harmless.
“So Brugi, what's up?”
“E-erm, I need help with my homework..”
“What do you mean? You have nothing with you. What's wrong, just tell me.”
“Axen, He is.. umm..”
“What did he do to you!? DID HE HURT YOU?”
“technically, yes. He hurt me on an emotional level. And he left me in a bad way.”
“Oh my gosh, you don't mean..”
“Yes, he is dead now. He died of Heart failure after doing his morning jog. Apparently he slept on a major artery and it cause a clot to form, thus killing him.”
He started sobbing and sniffling. Then it turned into crying. I went up to him and hugged him for a good few minutes, but it felt like hours for both of us. He stopped crying,
“I don't know what to do, this is all a major wreck for me and I have no one else to go to but you Kamal.”
He was desperate, he really needed someone to comfort him.
“Ya know, you can stay with me for awhile if you want. I don't like it when your like this.”
“I know you don't, but I can't help myself. And I guess I can stay here for a bit. I need to get my mind straight.”
“Well don't make it so straight your not gay anymore!” I said jokingly to cheer him up. He chuckled a bit.
We were laying in my bed, him shaking slightly as I held him. I could tell he was a nervous wreck. I held him close and I felt his fur settle down a little bit. I stroked his head to comfort him some more. He looked into my Storm cloud gray eyes as I stared into his. He finally muttered words I will never forget. And those words changed my life forever.