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The Angel of Yiff Chapter 3 --
This New Life


A large German shepherd, larger than most wolves, and larger than all of his teammates already exiting the locker room, stood by his locker.  Duncan was a mountain of a dog, his physique highlighted by his damp fur, and only barely covered by his black boxer briefs, the only clothing he'd wrenched on after his shower.  As the locker room emptied, leaving him alone, he reached into his locker and pulled out his pants and a shirt, tossing the shirt aside and hopping on his left footpaw as he wedged his right into the leg of his jeans.

Behind him, Jasyn padded out of the showers, and into the locker room, wearing only a towel around his neck.  He was the last person to shower, again, as had been the case ever since he'd started back to school this year.  He had his reasons, of course, to avoid any embarrassing moments, from being surrounded in that many naked guys...reasons he hadn't had before the summer.

But it was late October.

It had been two months since school began in August.  It had been two months since his and his friends' last bit of unifying drama: since Luke had moved in with Matt.  Since then, things had been quiet.  Luke & the other residents of the Cameron Estate had settled into their new living arrangements, during which the estate played host to Riddick's sixteenth birthday party.  And, meanwhile, Jasyn and Alex had remained in what Jasyn once heard called ``a holding pattern, but without the holding'' on TV.

Little of interest had happened, but the point remained that it was October.  Jasyn couldn't help but wonder why no one had asked why he'd spent two months avoiding the showers like the plague.  Not that he was complaining; he still hadn't come up with a good enough lie if he was asked.

Jasyn glanced at the German shepherd tugging on his pants. Duncan had taken to hanging around until the end too, but for a decidedly different reason.  Jasyn and he were close: close to the point that they often rode home together.  So he couldn't very well run off without the wolf.

Jasyn stopped, not yet to his own locker, and watched the dog's bulge disappear as he buttoned his pants.  The wolf caught himself, though, and looked away; he was a little to exposed to entertain thoughts like that.

He continued on to his locker and opened it, ``Hey, Duncan!''  He called back, as he pulled out his clothes, ``C'mere a second.''

Duncan looked up and smiled over at Jasyn, ``Hold on a sec okay?''  He pulled on his shirt, and went about gathering up his shoes, jacket, and other items, ``By the way: nice work out there, Woof!  You keep up like that, n' you'll be runnin' me into the ground one day!''  Everything firmly in paw, he made his way over to Jasyn's locker, ``Whacha' need?''

Jasyn smiled back and went about getting dressed as he talked to the shepherd, ``I was just sorta' wondering...I dunno, if maybe you'd like to catch a movie tonight?  I'm bored as hell, and...y'know...thought you might like to do something.''  He kicked himself mentally for being so nervous -- no matter the good reason.  He just hoped it didn't sound like he was asking Duncan out.

The German shepherd smiled really wide as he pulled his jacket on, but dropped a shoe before he could answer, ``Damn-it!''  He bent over and picked it up, chuckling to himself a little, ``You askin' me on a date, Woof?  I know it's been a long time since you've had a girlfriend, but you ain't switchin' sides on us, are you?  Not already, at least!  I've never known you t'give up so quick!''  He nudged Jasyn in the side, before sitting down on the wooden bench behind him to start putting his shoes on.

Jasyn coughed and sat down next to his friend, tugging on his shoes as well, his ears flat and more than a little bit red.  He chuckled nervously, ``Err...yeah.  Well, what can I say?  Not a girl OR guy alive that can keep their paws off me!  Don't see why I need to pick a side at all.''

Duncan looked his friend over with a cuurious look, then finally answered the question, ``But, yeah: I don't see why not.  What're you wantin' to see?''

The wolf a smile, big and toothy, ``I dunno.  Maybe we could go see how bad Tyler Perry butchers Morgan Freeman's character in Alex Cross?''

``Nah...I saw that last weekend, when it came out.  You said you couldn't go, remember?'' Duncan finished tying his shoes and looked up, ``Somethin' about checkin' on a friend....uhm...Luke or somethin'?''

``Oh, yeah.''  Jasyn flattened one of his ears back, ``How bad was it?''

``Even worse than we expected.''

``Well...anything else you'd like to see, then?''

``Doesn't the new Silent Hill come out tonight?''  The shepherd stood up, tapping his toe on the floor to adjust his shoe.

Jasyn smiled and stood up too, ``Didn't really like the first one.''  He slung his bag onto his shoulder from the bench, ``Oh!  I know.  In history the other day they watched Alexander, and we missed it.  Heard it was good, and it might help both our grades, to not be left out.''

Duncan raised an eyebrow, ``I don't think so.  Heard they made him a fag in the movie...'' He laughed, ``You were sick, but I skipped that for a reason.''

The wolf flattened his other ear back too; maybe this wasn't the best idea, ``Oh...then maybe...''  He sighed a little and smiled wryly, ``Wanna' just get a burger?''

Duncan started to wonder if there was something wrong, but didn't ask, ``Dude, if you wanna' do somethin' so bad, why don't I get my brother to get us some beer, n' we can invite some of the guys to one of our houses and have a party!''

Jasyn blinked and perked his ears up, ``No!''  He coughed, ``I mean, I'm sorta' tired and just...not really interested in a party so much.''  He gulped then smiled weakly.

``Really?  I was gonna' say you could bring Alex if you wanted...even that little queer friend of yours: the black lion or whatever.  I would even make sure the guys were nice to him.  I know they can be pretty stupid when it comes to that stuff sometimes...''  The German shepherd shrugged, ``But if you really don't want a party, that's ok too.  We'll go get a burger.  I don't have anything better to do since Mikayla moved, anyway...''

Jasyn rubbed the back of his neck as both left the lockers, padding down the now empty hallways of the school, ``Yeah.  A party's probably not the best idea,'' he admitted, deciding to dodge his intended subject for the time being.  ``So! Speaking of Mikayla, have you talked to her recently?''

``Not since she moved.  Bitch said she didn't want a long distance relationship.''  Duncan huffed, ``I told her that a county away isn't long distance...and then told her where she could stick that damn private school of hers.  Haven't talked to her since.''

The wolf laughed and grinned, ``My, but you're a regular poet!  I'm sure she enjoyed that quite a bit.''  He smiled, ``You're better off, anyway.  You deserved better than her.  Plus, I hear from a lion I know that rich girls tend to be a mistake.''

Duncan smiled at his friend, ``Thanks.  So, what's up with you?  I haven't seen you with a girl since...damn...what was her name?  It was like a year ago...''

``Jessica.  And yeah.''  Jasyn sped up a little bit, to keep up with his friend, ``I suppose it would be nearly a year, wouldn't it?''

``Little less, I guess.  `Cause you two broke up around Christmas, and since I was still with Mikayla, it was all up to Alex to help you get over her.''  The shepherd snapped his fingers with a laugh, ``Yeah!  Didn't you two get in trouble for stayin' out all night on New Year's Eve?''

Jasyn laughed, ``My mom thought we'd spent the entire time getting smashed!''

``Like Hell.  We probably couldn't get Alex to drink if we tried.''  Duncan tilted his head in thought, ``Speaking of which, where's he been?  You two've been friends longer than I've even lived here...and I couldn't make you two NOT hang out last spring.  Somethin' happen over the summer?''  He got to the front door of the school and pushed on through it, not thinking to hold it for his friend.

The wolf pushed open the one beside it and walked through, jumping down the first two steps in the front, ``S-Sorta...y'know, though, it was just normal things.  Not like...I mean, it wasn't anything big...or...anything...''  He paused, realizing his ramble of a response.

Duncan stopped at the bottom of the stairs and looked up, with a hesitant and irritated huff, ``Alright.  What's up, Woof?  I didn't wanna' get all...weird on you...but you're startin' to worry me.  You're not acting like yourself.  All this movie and burger stuff...and now you're actin' all weird and nervous about Jessica n' Alex.  What's goin' on?''

Jasyn stopped at the middle step, nervously fidgeting with his shoulder strap, ``It's nothing.  I'm just...a little tired I suppose...?''  He lowered his ears, wondering why he suddenly felt like such a coward.

``You're a bad liar.''  The German shepherd pointed at his friend, ``But if you don't wanna' tell me: whatever.  I just thought you might need some help.  Don't go doin' anything stupid though...''  He smiled, ``Not without me anyway.''

Jasyn watched as his friend turned back around, and then followed him a step down, ``Duncan.  Wait.''

``Hmm?''  Duncan snapped his fingers, jumping to a conclusion about what Jasyn was telling him to wait for, ``Oh yeah, that's right!  If we're gonna' get a burger, we should probably figure out where.''

The wolf frowned, lowered his shoulders, and looked down, ``Y-yeah...I suppose...''

Duncan got quiet and looked down too, rubbing his arm.  Something was wrong, ``Uhm...So, we talkin' fast food or...or...''  He stopped and sighed, visibly frustrated with this, ``Okay Jasyn, Look!  I don't do this shit much, but if you need to talk or somethin', just say so, already!  We've been friends since what?  7th grade?''

Jasyn looked back up, his ears pinned now, and then walked over next to Duncan, ``Duncan...I...I need to tell someone...''  He looked up, his eyes glazed and on the verge of watering, ``You're one of my oldest friends and the only person around here I can really trust.''

The shepherd blinked, and nodded, glad no one was around, ``Yeah.  Sure Jasyn.''  He took a hold of his friend's arm lightly, just enough to pull him along back to the stairs, ``Let's sit down, though.  I'm kinda' tired from practice...''

Jasyn sat down on the bottom of the stairs, his arms hanging over his legs, and spoke very softly, ``Duncan.  I...I'm not like the rest of you guys and...and well, I did something really stupid.''

Duncan sat down too, not liking seeing his friend this close to crying, ``What the hell Jasyn?  Are you about to cry?  The only time I ever saw you cry was when you got your collarbone broke.''  He raised an eyebrow, ``What happened?  You didn't like...kill someone or somethin', did you?''

The wolf looked at his paws, and just dismissed his friend's comment, ``Duncan, me...me and Alex.  We...''  He gulped, trying to get up the courage to say it, all the while fighting back the embarrassment for letting Duncan see him like this.

Duncan was getting really worried seeing Jasyn like this, and couldn't even begin to imagine what his friend was trying to say.  He put a paw on Jasyn's back and moved closer, ``Alex was involved?  Come on.  What happened?''

Jasyn choked back a whimper and looked down, his eyes and a few silent tears hidden in the shadow of his hair and the dim, early evening light, ``Alex and I were boyfriends...''

The German shepherd jerked his paw off of Jasyn's back, and went wide eyed, ``What?''

Jasyn kept his head down, his shoulders rocking with his breaths, ``Alex and me.  We were boyfriends, Duncan.''  He shook, barely able to hold back from really crying.

``No...''  Duncan leaned over a bit to look at Jasyn's face, ``No way, Woof.  I mean...well, maybe but...''  He rubbed his forehead, ``Look.  All this over just comin' out to me?''  He stopped when he heard himself say that, and blinked, ``Whoa...uhm...I...''  He shook his head, ``No, there's more to this than that.  You wouldn't be cryin' over that.''

The wolf whimpered, and put his paws on his head, ``I don't know what to do, Duncan!  I just...I needed to tell you and...''  He whimpered more and tensed up, finally forcing himself to not cry.

``Jasyn, this doesn't make any sense.  I mean...so you're g-'' Duncan stopped for a second and took a breath, ``So what if you're gay, Jasyn?  And so what if you n' Alex are together?  I mean, what'id you think I was gonna' do?  Hit you?  Stop bein' friends with you?  Tell everyone?  I mean, I'm nice to that fag...''  He caught himself, but it was a bit too late, ``Oh!  Damn-it!  Sorry.  I'm nice to that friend of yours -- the lion boy -- right?  I mean...so long as you don't start rubbin' up on me or somethin'...what the hell do I care?  I just don't get it Jasyn.  What's the problem?''

``Were.''

``What?''

Jasyn looked up, his crying stopped, but his cheeks still wet, ``We WERE boyfriends.''

``And now you're not.''  The shepherd looked away; that answered his earlier question, at least, ``That's why I haven't seen him around so much.''

Jasyn kept going, explaining before Duncan could ask, ``There's this other guy...''

``Alex...cheated on you?''  Duncan assumed, trying to piece this together.

The wolf hesitated, eyes on the pavement, ``No.''

Duncan turned his eyes back on his friend, blankly reaching the obviously conclusion, ``You cheated on him.''

``I did worse than that.  The other guy...Luke...''  Jasyn folded his arms over his knees, ``I hurt him pretty bad.''

``Wait...what do you mean?''  The German shepherd sat up straighter, wide eyed, ``Did you rape him?''

``No.''  Jasyn flattened his ears again and sat his forehead against his arms, ``I thought...I thought Alex was okay with it, you know?  I mean, he said he was, so I just assumed...but I was wrong, and I should have known.''

``Wait...''  Duncan held up his paws, ``So you didn't cheat?  Alex let you have sex with someone, but then got mad about it?  Or...did he get mad because you hurt the guy?''  He clenched his paws and took a breath, ``I can't even believe I'm havin' this conversation about you and another guy, Woof.''  He rubbed the back of his neck, ``This is a lot to take at once.  But I'm listenin'.  I'm here.  I got this.  You're just gonna' have to spell it out for me, okay?''

The wolf took another deep breath and sat up, looking up at the sky, ``Luke and I...we were fooling around.  Cheating...but nothing big.''

``Okay...''  Duncan held up a finger, counting this off as his friend went.

``I was sorry, but...but Alex decided it was okay.  He gave it all the go-ahead, y'know?  But then when we actually got into it...''  Jasyn hesitated, ``I was rough...I was REALLY rough, and...I mean, I didn't think Luke minded.''  He twitched, ``And now I'm lying.  I knew it was hurting him and I...I just didn't care.  The facts are: that I hurt him.  I hurt them BOTH because I was being a stupid, horny, asshole...and now I don't know what to do to make it up to Alex.''

The shepherd sat there, holding up three fingers and tapping each one in sequence with his free paw, as he ran that over in his head a time or two, before speaking, ``Okay.  So Alex was upset because you hurt Luke?  And Luke...he's the friend of yours you were visitin' last weekend.  And...''  He trailed off and grew still quiet, trying to make sense of all this and tie it together.  He furrowed his brow and just stared off at the asphalt in thought.

Jasyn sighed and sat up straighter, ``He was upset because I cheated...upset that I did so much with Luke when he and I had never gotten that far.  I mean, we had barely...''  He stopped, ``You...don't want to hear what we'd done, but it was a far cry from what I did with Luke.  But what he was really upset about...yeah...was that I hurt Luke.''

Duncan was still keeping very quiet, even after Jasyn's answer...simply fixing his gaze on a pebble in the parking lot.  He clasped his paws in front of his muzzle and clicked his tongue before gulping and taking a deep breath.

The wolf, to his side, couldn't help but flatten his ears again, as he looked at the dog, waiting hopefully for him to say something.

Duncan took a second breath in through his nose, and then looked down as he dropped his paws and fidgeted nervously with his fingers, ``I've known you two for four...FIVE years?  And now you're...?  This doesn't make any sense!  I mean, Alex...MAYBE...but you too?  And all this shit with this Luke kid, now, n' I don't even know WHO the hell that is!  I mean, what're you gonna' tell me next Jasyn?  That you been raisin' tail too?  That you and the black lion-boy fucked!?  I...''  He stopped abruptly, closing his eyes and tensing up, ``Sorry!  I didn't mean that.  Just gimme a second.''

Jasyn frowned a little as he ringed his wrists, ``No, Duncan.  Riddick and I haven't done anything, together.  He's Luke's.  A-and I haven't raised tail ye-'' He stopped himself before he finished the last word.

The German shepherd winced at the `yet' part and looked away.  But, as soon as his head turned, a deep, but slow chuckling rose from his throat.  After moment, his shoulders were rocking and his head was in his paw as he laughed aloud.

Beside him, Jasyn could only smile a hesitant, uncertain, but hopeful smile, as he looked.

``You're gay.''  Duncan nodded and looked back up, then over at Jasyn with an unexpectedly earnest smile, ``This is really happenin'?  You're not just fuckin' with me or somethin'?  `Cause THAT might get you hit.''

The wolf let out a weak chuckle of his own, ``No.  No joke, Duncan.''

``Then...uhm...thanks.''  Duncan patted his friend on the back.

Jasyn recoiled, ``Thanks?''

``For tellin' me, y'know?''  The shepherd shrugged, ``For trustin' me.''

Jasyn's smile widened, ``Of course.''

Duncan took his paw away from his friend's back and turned back away.  He took a few deep breaths, looking up at the sky and then back down, ``Before we do this...wanna' make sure you know...''  He looked back at Jasyn, ``You don't tell anyone about this, got it?  Maybe Alex, but no one else: not the lion, not this Luke kid, and no one unless I say otherwise, got it?  I don't usually do shit like this.''

``Huh?''

``You're wantin' my help with this, right?''

The wolf rubbed paws together, and nodded quickly, ``I am.''

``Okay then.  So lemme run through this.''  Duncan began counting out on his fingers like he had before, ``You and Alex got together after you and Jessica broke up...or maybe you broke up with Jessica FOR Alex?  Whatever.  That doesn't matter.  And, so you two were together, but you didn't do anything?''  He blinked, tilting his head in confusion, ``No offense, but I kinda' thought that's all a gay `relationship' was about.  Hmm...so I guess...you love him then?''

``Well, I mean we did SOME stuff, but...'' Jasyn looked away, his head hung a little, ``Yeah.  I love him.''

``That's kinda' sweet...'' The German shepherd coughed and sat up straighter, ``Nothin' I say leaves here.  You hear me?''

Jasyn glanced up and nodded, ``Alright.''

``Good...'' Duncan cracked his knuckles nervously and continued, ``So then, you get the hots for this Luke kid?  And Alex says you can go for it...so you went and had sex with Luke?''

``The hots for him?''  The wolf rubbed his neck, ``I was just really horny, and we...it's not like I wanted to BE with the kid or anything.''  He sighed and nodded, ``But yeah, he said I could go for it, and I did.  But, I mean, Alex was there too.  It was sort of a threesome...thing...''

``Oh...?  OH!''  Duncan looked up at Jasyn again, ``Alex SAW what you did to Luke?  When you hurt him?  That makes a lot more sense, then.  So, okay: lemme try again.  You two get together, you never really do anything, and then he lets you have sex with Luke in a threesome, but you get too rough and hurt the kid?  Wait...''  He tapped his muzzle and narrowed his eyes, ``Uhm...when we say kid...?''

Jasyn laughed and waved his paws, ``He's a freshman.''

``Okay.''  The shepherd nodded, ``But, anyway, is that about how it went?''

Jasyn thought for a second before nodding back, ``Yeah.  More or less.''

Duncan took a moment to think again, setting his chin in his paw, ``I've known Alex just as long as I've known you.  You two have always been the best of friends...and you've definitely been mine.''  He eyed his friend cautiously, ``I care about you two a lot.  You know that, right?''

The wolf nodded, feeling a slight blush rising, ``I do.''

``Nobody else could have a talk with me like this, and you know it.''  Duncan laughed and shook his head in frustration, ``But it's not because...it's not like I'm some big asshole who wouldn't help out a friend if they needed it, y'know?  It's just...nobody else would think enough of me to even ask.''  He smiled, ``It...means a lot that you did.''

Jasyn smiled back, head tilted, ``Means a lot to me, too...that that's how you feel about it.''

``It's cool if you're gay, Woof.  It's cool if you two're together, and won't nobody hear about it from me.  And I don't how long it's been, either, but I'm...I'm sorry you thought you needed to hide it from me.''  The German shepherd tapped his fingers on his knee, ``But I don't understand what you're wantin' from me, Woof.  Do you...I mean are you just lookin' for my opinion?  Or did you, like, just need somebody to know?''

``Both, I guess...?  I just...'' Jasyn held out his right paw, looking at his palm, ``It's like there's this whole group of people, right?  Me, Alex, Luke, Riddick, Matt, and even Chris...and they all know about this.  But...it's weird, right?  `Cause they're all...they're all gay.  They're all a part of this...this new life of mine that started this spring.''  He held out his left paw and turned his eyes on it, ``And then I have you, and my family, and the team, and my whole OLD life.  And it helps that everyone in the new one knows,'' He looked back at the right paw, ``It's nice that I have them to talk to about it...but they're just too close to it, right?  And...I just needed someone else to know, y'know?''  He threw both paws up and looked back at the dog, ``And more than that...I mean...you're my best friend other than Alex.  And I have HATED hiding this from you, anyway.  And if there was anyone in my old life that I thought could help...''

Duncan just looked on as his friend explained.  He wanted to know who Matt & Chris were, and to make sure he was right that Riddick was the black lion-boy, but he figured he'd find all that out in time.  When Jasyn was done, Duncan put his paw on his friend's shoulder, ``Not that I don't appreciate bein' your choice...and I totally get that no one else on the team would be worth a damn...but what about your folks?''

The wolf shook his head frantically, ears flat and eyes wide, ``God no!  That's the last thing I need to be thinking about.''

Duncan held up his paws defensively, ``Sorry.''  He lowered them, clicking his tongue, ``But now...about the Alex thing.''

``Right.''

``Now I,'' The shepherd laughed, ``OBVIOUSLY, wasn't there.  But I know Alex pretty well, yeah?  My guess is that you just scared him.  That's all.''  He shrugged, ``He's younger than you, n' he looks up to you.  I never thought it was because he LIKED you, but I could always tell how much he looked up to you.  You're like fuckin' Superman to him.  You know that, right?''

Jasyn coughed and blushed, ``Not really...''  He smiled, ``But it's nice to hear.''

``He's a sweet kid -- REALLY sweet.''  Duncan held up his paws, ``And he's the kind who needs somebody to protect him.  I did it, you did it, and I'm sure when you two hooked up...he just wanted more.  I had a girlfriend like that.  You're her...you're HIS Superman, and you're expected to be perfect, and to protect `im, and to be the LAST person to scare `im or hurt `im.''

The wolf looked down as Duncan pointed out exactly how he'd failed, ``I guess you're right.''

``Whoa!''  Duncan shook his head and waved his paws, ``It might not HIS fault Jasyn, but you damn sure can't blame yourself, either.  You CAN'T be Superman.  You can't save the world, or be perfect, or never fuck up...and if EITHER of you think that, then you need serious counseling.  That's what SHE couldn't ever figure out.''  He tapped his temple, ``But he's smarter than she was.  So you just gotta' to make him see that.  You gotta' make him see that you're not the perfect hero he made you out to be in his head, that kept him strong, and that protected him.  You're just a normal wolf, that fucks up just like the rest of us.''

``I...''  Jasyn began to respond...

...but the German shepherd held up a paw to stop him, ``But then,'' He continued, ``You gotta' make sure he understands that when he really DOES need to be protected...when he really needs that kinda' hero, that kinda' love...that you'll be there for him, and that you are the LAST person he should ever worry about getting hurt by.''

``Wait.''  Jasyn held up his paw as well, with a short chuckle, ``Which is it?  Do I make him understand I'm not Superman...or do I work harder to BE Superman?''

``Uhm...both?''  Duncan flashed an embarrassed smile, ``Sorry.  I'm new to this...and still a little in shock from everything.  Lemme' see if I can make it clearer.''  He coughed and tried again, ``Point is this: Alex still needs all that protection and stability, even if you can't be Superman.  So, I guess the best way to put it is...be the knight in shining armor that he needs, but make sure that he realizes the armor comes off.  That better?''

``Yeah.''  The wolf smiled, tapping a foot against the ground softly, ``People really don't give you enough credit, man.''

Duncan just laughed, ``Ain't nobody else givin' me the damn chance!''  He pointed at his friend, ``But don't you go off telling anyone any different!  Don't know how many of you there are, but I don't need every gay guy in the school thinkin' they can come cryin' to me over every little thing.''

Jasyn stood up, smiled, ``No worries.  Our new relationship would be a lot less special if I had to start sharing you.''

``Yeah, I'll bet.''  The shepherd mock-glared up at his wolf friend, ``Now didn't you say somethin' about me gettin' a hamburger?''

Jasyn laughed, ``That I did!  How about my treat?''

``Sure!''  Duncan stood up, ``I don't usually let my ladies pay for me...but since you offered...'' He started on off into the parking lot, ``I'm not bought that easy, though, Nancy!  It'll take more than a burger to get into my pants!''  He laughed to himself and looked back to see if his friend was following.

The wolf kept up, laughing along with him, ``Yeah, sure!  Like what, a whole beer?''

``Maybe two.''

``You know they have a name for guys like that.  Two beer q-''

``I know!''  Duncan cut him off, growling softly, ``Stepped right into it too.''

``Y'know...''  Jasyn craned his neck thoughtfully, ``This'll give you a whole bunch of new things to think about when I slap your ass after a game, won't it?''

The German shepherd winced, shaking his head closing his eyes, ``I didn't wanna' hear that!''  He sighed and opened them again, ``Eh...I guess I don't really have that much to worry about, though.  Ain't like I ever caught you looking at me in the showers!''

``You're right.''  Jasyn walked ahead of him, snickering, ``You've never CAUGHT me.''

Duncan stopped in his tracks, growing quiet as the chuckling wolf walked past him.  He blinked and opened his mouth to say something about how he didn't want to hear that either, but just raised his eyebrows instead.  After a moment, an odd look of pride washed across his face, and he smiled wide as he rushed to catch up, ``Wait.  Does that mean you think I'm hot!?''
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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I Asked You First
It Will Consume You
I Asked You First
It Will Consume You
Starring me as
- Duncan Joshua Porter

And Cecil Bloodmoon North as
- Jasyn Aiden Fuller

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