I got this in 2009 so .. well here I go being lazy and posting it now. And here is the extra bit that came with it
Today's weather has been warm and breezy. Today offered the perfect temperature and the right amount of wind: the perfect day. But even though the weather was nice outside, it was cloudy and cold in my mind. This is my fourth day in this hotel room. I remember telling you how much trouble I had getting this room. The clerks at the counter thought that I looked too young to get a room. I seem to get that a lot know due to my physical youth.
I have been working as a maid here and there, getting some money from random people to keep the bills paid. It is a hard to get money to pay the rent every day along with food, but this was something I had to do. I wanted to run away from it all and start a new life. I choose this path, but sometimes I doubt myself if I took the right path or not. I had to get away from all the drama back at my parents house. Even though I lost my right eye due to my father's actions, it is a scar that I'm also trying to run away from but it keeps following me and will forever.
With my dark past, I still try to keep a smile on my muzzle. Whenever I am out in the world, I act like nothing is wrong and I bounce around like a child in a circus. Now and then I bump into things due to my low depth perception, but I laugh and continue skipping along. When I get back to my hotel room and I lock the door, that smile fades and my ears lower. I lay in my bed and have my troubles flash before my eye. I feel depressed and weak from all the troubles I have been through all my life. But on a day like this: Sunny and warm, who has time to feel sad.
I am writing to you while I am on my bed, gazing out the wind and letting the sun and breeze hit my fur and nose. With my stuff bunny in my arm, I feel a bit content. I think to myself that everything is not all that bad. If I survived this long on my own, i can continue to survive anything that is in my path. I tell myself that I have to leave the past behind me and continue forward. I know that will be difficult because I have scars all over my body from the past that will remind me what had happened to me, but I have to push forward and be strong.
I should get going and do some work. I spend most of the time playing around today instead of working like usual, but I felt this was a day to be myself and relax. My body and mind needed it. I will talk to you later tonight and tell you what I did for work, ok?