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Gaz and Emily's Wedding Day

You were Always Listening
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You were Always Listening
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I've been putting off uploading this.
Actually I was putting off completing this entirely...
When I originally drew this it was in celebration of the marriage I had to my own redhead (who technically speaking wasn't Emily, the original person whom the charecter was created to represent was a different person) but I drew it.
And everytime I tried to work on it something bad would happen in my marriage and I couldn't finish it.
This drew on for years until my marriage finally collapsed.
This pic felt like a bad omen.

Recently I've been trying to motivate myself to finish the Gaz and Emily storyline that I started before my marriage (started back in highschool actually) with no marriage to ruin... what could possibly go wrong?
So I was motivated to finish it, and succeeded, but it was bittersweet... because the morning I woke up to find that the REAL Emily back in England had lost her husband, passed away peacefully in his sleep.

My heart's been broken for a few days, cos while the real Emily is not married to me SHE WAS married, to someone who loved her and made her life special. It didn't matter that she'd moved on and gotten married and had a kid....
As long as she was happy.
Now she's sadder than I can imagine.
I don't know if my art is cursed. But I hate that it's punishing her if it is.
I feel like L from Deathnote, except I'm drawing people and causing calamities.
If my marriage ends cos of a stupid pic, that's fine.
Leave Emily alone tho,she's done nothing to deserve this.

I'm sorry, this all sounds pretty delusional or whatever, but this keeps happening and I dunno whether I can continue drawing her or if it's gonna put her in danger.

Either way, put in a prayer or something for her. Gotta be hard to be a widow so young.
No-one deserves that... least of all her.

I'm gonna go back to drawing fursonas for a bit, that way there's no harm done.

Gaz Emily and Ali are (c) Gaz TV inc. 98

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Type: Picture/Pinup
Published: 1 year, 8 months ago
Rating: General

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seventy
1 year, 8 months ago
I am very sorry to hear all of this. I hope for the best for her, and you as well.
Wolfie66D
1 year, 8 months ago
Thank you for your support.
I know this probably isn't the right place to vent about my wierd belief.
But I can't tell her that I think my drawing of her has cursed her with bad luck.
She's think I'd lost my damn mind.
Snowfirechakat
1 year, 8 months ago
so sorry to hear about all of that my friend i will keep you both in my prayer's
Wolfie66D
1 year, 8 months ago
Thanks Snowfire, I am trying to keep her close but not overwhelm her cos she's just suffered a massive loss.
I don't want her to think I'm trying to move in on her. That's like trying to hook up with the widow at a funeral.
That's WAY inapropro!
My friends call me the Quagmire of the group, but even I wouldn't do THAT!
Snowfirechakat
1 year, 8 months ago
your more then welcome my friend that just shows how much of a kind heart you have  and i'm always hear if you nee to talk
Wolfie66D
1 year, 8 months ago
I may take you up on that offer tbh
Snowfirechakat
1 year, 8 months ago
okay my friend
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