well, im at a loss for words and if im being honest......feelings as well.....i just dont know what they expect me to do....i cant just sit back and watch while the thing i care about most disappear without knowing if it'll come back. It's nerve-wrecking to just sit and wait, wondering if i'll be happy again. I just hope that faith, determination and love will bring it back.....and i have no one to cry on or anyone to lift me up because the one thing that i had was the one thing that could do that.....i know they might've thought that they never did but they would be surprised.....they kept me happy and made me feel special just being myself because they loved me for me.....i've lost my mate and its an excruciating feeling....especially being so close and yet so far at the same time. The emotional pain is so great but at the same time, i feel like it proves just how much they meant to me and steels my heart so that i won't give up. I would run to the ends of the earth and find any way in my power to fix this.....I howl at night, a sound so heartbroken and lonesome that i would hope that it reaches their ears, but......the only thing i can do now is be patient and believe in my heart of hearts that my courageous wolf spirit will never be broken and i will bring my mate back to me.....it's only a matter of time and all i can do is hope and have faith.....i cant ignore the pain but maybe i can use it to fuel my spirits? Idk.......but it's just something i have to do. And im hoping they find the confidence to reclaim what is theirs......because i will always be yours, no matter what......
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