Another passing

by xacarith

For those who don't know, if any one even reads these, my mother passed at the start of October. This is the face book post I made.

Thank you in advance for your condolences, sympathy, and well wishes. That said, my mother just passed away. It as not a surprise as her health had been in a steep decline recently so she is in a better place now. I have been taking care of hre for a while so for me this is the ending of one thing and the start of another, hopefully of my own life. I will miss who she was and am thankful for all she did for me. Starting a life with out her feels a bit strange. I'm not scared but I am nervous .

I love you Mom, I'll think of you often, and I hope that you'l be happy on the other side. good bye.

To more recent events of today... Saturday Nov 16 2012
At about 3:15pm my beloved ferret passed away in my arms. I knew he was having breathing problems but I thought at first it was due to some things that had happened here. I was having them too... But as it didn't clear up, and got worse I finally took him to the vet. I then got the bad news that it looked like there was a tumor growing by his lungs. All he could have done was drain them but t
hat would only have lasted a day or two.. Or put him down... I brought him back home with me and held him through his last moments. It took me over an hour, including the drive home, to stop crying and I have a feeling I will be crying more off and on. He passed away in my arms. I am so thankful he did not linger and his passing quick and nearly painless and he died in my arms. It is going to take me a long while to get over this though. My mother's passing was not unexpected and I know she was ready to go due to her health. She had said as much and I had time to prepare for it. Lucky, up to about two months ago, had been so full of life. Even up to the day before he died he had still been getting around and eating. I had only expected him to have some health issues when I took him to the vet. I did not expect to find that he was near the end. I'll always love him and miss him horribly. No ferret I have ever owned was so full of life, and if not for this he would still be. And now I will have no one to come home to any more.
I will miss you so much lucky. Part of you will always be in my hart and I hope you enjoy the next life as much as you did this one.

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xacarith

11 years, 5 months ago

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At this point I'm not handling this well at all

Chelsea

11 years, 1 month ago

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I am surprised no one wrote anything here, incidentally not a lot of people watch this account either.

I feel very sorry that your mother passed away and can understand the importance of it, I don't think I could bare myself into a similar situation, the circle of life is tremendous.

I still owe you my own life in some kind as you are one of the major contributor that kept me alive from my health decline.
Having a loss is never a happy think, just hope they lived their best, I would have feel terrible if I had to pass away while giving a bad memory of my own, I would rather people tears from missing me having good moment, than give them tears because I was ill.

I really hope your mother had a great time, and she should be proud of you, you have an amazing kindness.

I am still recovering from my health, and I have been relearning how to walk, last december, my legs were so weak, it was a marathon for me just to walk to the next street to get the cheapest food possible.
I am now seeking for jobs, in hope I can get any in some kind of restaurant, were you have to wash or clean around, I am still unable to do labors until my health is back to it best. But no worry, I can at least now walk and stand for few hours.

being laying and starving, in your head you feel alright, but when your body start to no longer answer as your mind were used to, that where you understand how bad things have been. And I which for nobody to end up on those case.

I suffer still from memory loss here and there, and I forgot how to contact you, at some point I swear we talked on a messenger, but I am unable to tell which.
I really hope to keep contact with you, and let you know that I am getting in a better way, I would feel terrible if you were loosing track of me and get worried.

In hope that you also feel better, and that life treat you well.

A huge thank again, and thank you for being here, I try not to cry too much, but you definitively gave me a smile and hopes.
A reason to continue, and not let the depression take over me.
Eating properly really help to fight it away, and I end up crying less and less for no reason.

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