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Promise to Myself

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The promise is being true to myself. I’ve been very good at keeping it all pent up. I need to make a stand. I am who I am. I love who I love. I am blessed by those I know whom have I have been able to become a part of their lives, & share in my own. Our walk upon this life is but a brief moment & when all is said & done what we leave in our passing is a mark of the person we have been & the life we lived.

Life is what happens when making plans, a work in progress that is always ever in a constant state of flux. The changes made are ones that are of my own volition & I shouldn't have to concede anything that I do not wish to. Yet be able to enjoy & share in my experiences as I choose to. There will be plenty of compromises, we aren’t always able to get everything that we want, but we find that sometimes we get what we need instead. We are led to those often times who help us most to grow, if we let them & we help them in return.

I want to live my life with as little regret as I can, but it can’t always be escaped, regardless if we try to find routes to avoid facing the truth. There are some things in 2010 that made things both wonderful & tumultuous. A budding relationship christened the beginning of the year that ended with parting on good terms with no ill feelings. Some living arrangements changed, speaking of which I haven’t had a house warming officially either, I'll need to remedy that. But generally everyone seems to be keeping on the move.

I want to be making positive changes in my life, regardless of whether or not I have someone with me to share it with, because really if you have good friends & family it’s sometimes all you need (or maybe all you need is love). I have to do what I can for me. I am in general happy with myself & the real way to be able to live to the fullest is to be happy with yourself. It doesn't matter where you are. You can always take comfort in the smallest of things. The wheel of fortune is always in a state if perpetual motion, you're never going to always be in one state, but at least there will be change on the horizon, for good or for ill.

I hope that 2011 will be a year of many changes for myself... this year I believe may be one of promise, but not if I don't try. I've already seen that if I keep at it I will realize what I want to achieve.
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