I started scratching graphite on paper again. For most of you that's an everyday thing except I'm getting back into drawing again, or at least trying to and finding the want to. For some inexplicable reason I just fell completely out of a drawing mood around February, largely due to my new job at the FAA kind of taking priority as I was preparing my entire life to be placed on hold for a three week long journey to Oklahoma City, so drawing wasn't what I wanted to do. And then, even when I was over there and had tons of time to myself and intentionally brought my sketchbook with me, I didn't do anything except be miserable over how much I hated Oklahoma and wanted to just go home where everything was normal. Then, when I did come home, I just didn't pick up a pencil again, doing so just felt like a chore, like something I wanted to do, but wasn't entirely essential to my being, so I just didn't do it.
And so it has been over two months since I even uploaded anything here, and I honestly feel a little bit better having actually scratched graphite to a paper now and going through uploading process again. I guess it came back naturally? I don't know, I just feel like taking two months off seriously hurt me and its put me right back to where I started from and I'm going to have to relearn everything that I started doing.
So, does anyone even watch me here? Leave comments? Anything? I'm not dead, I'm just stupidly slow and unmotivated to draw is the thing.
--Mozdoc
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