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AeylinFaith

Why is this "Remove Account" button so tempting..

If you want to talk you proberbly know where to find me..

I'm just not going to upload anything for a while.. or never. I'm so tired of the fact that 90% of the people on earth only vieuw something from one perspective their own, and just "assume, guess, or judge them wrongly.

That or the inability to talk with respect to others even if you disagree with them or don't like/know them.

That or to underestimate certain conditions (like enviroment, mood, disorders or deceises) since they don't have any experience or knowledge of them.

I'm just in a really bad mood again for MULTIPLE REASONS, proberbly overreacting or caring to much about irrelevant things..
Fortunatly I can still trust peoples opinions or words, atm.. hopefully such an episode will not happen soon becouse darn it things will get bad then.

So yeah, if you read this. Thanks, hopefully you have the courage to talk to me, don't feel forced or obligated to do so tough.. I'll proberbly be fine, maybe goodbye, or till I'm better.
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Added: 6 years, 9 months ago
 
Ryusett
6 years, 9 months ago
noo don't leave D: we want you here
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
I don't want me here and if I just poofed 50 %, I'm willing to bet above that number wouldn't even notice, then a large portion that does or doesn't wouldn't mind it either..

And then like, theres plenty of other content out there.
Ryusett
6 years, 9 months ago
i would i miss talking to you on skype
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
we barrely talk there, sorry I don't mean to be rude.
Ryusett
6 years, 9 months ago
its fine
Ryusett
6 years, 9 months ago
i still hope you would stay
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
People can't aprieciate free stuff so I don't care about them, I rather purchase/make stuff purely for myself if that's the case.

Or do other things... that I like to do even more than "make stuff" like do hobbys as games or something.
Ryusett
6 years, 9 months ago
i aprieciate everything i get D:
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
some people don't, most of them. At least they don't show it to the person giving it to them, or say more of a "thank you" as they "have to" as it would be common manners and more an obligation than actually something they mean or sincerly tought about.

When it comes to the online world people forget even more about manners.. They forget theres another person on the other end/that created it or can't phrase their words nicely.
Ryusett
6 years, 9 months ago
*gives big hugs and then snuggles* i say they don't know what they get
BrynTWedge
6 years, 9 months ago
I can't say I know what's going on for you, but I can say that I often feel like that when I get down about my art. It's like that's the only thing I can do right now and no one cares at all ... I can very understand the feeling of being upset that no one would notice if you disappeared. Jen does it periodically, just remove everything online, and then after a while she'll be better and come back.
If you feel you need to then do so, cause ultimately you need to do what makes you happy. And yeah, I know that most people really don't care about anyone else, and even more don't understand the true struggle of having a mental disorder is.

Basically, humans suck and no one cares ... but sometimes there are some that do, like certain dragons
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
*hugs tightly* some humans understand or at least try to, or know what the other is feeling/thinking (or guess somewhat close to it)

It is a shame how the mayority of people just live their lives for them, and them only and think they are the most emportant and best thing ever, or that their problems are more significant/worse or important then that of others, or don't even realize or understand/empatize/recognize others problems etc..

Thanks for commenting, at least it's comforting to have a confirmation there are indeed a few "odd apples" in the bunch that actually taste better becouse of their rarity.
BrynTWedge
6 years, 9 months ago
Looks like you have lots of people that took the time to comment, so hopefully that can be of some comfort to you? ^..^'
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
It is a bit overwhelming actually, but i've seemed to calm down kinda
BrynTWedge
6 years, 9 months ago
That's good c: I try not to think about how I'd no get a response if I did it cx
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
Well I think in comparison it makes sence, in terms of the amount of watchers. Howver in a way I didn't get "much responce either" for the amount of people that watch me, tough I have higher chances due to that number.

Then there is that some people want to respond but don't really know what to say, wich makes them unresponsive. Then of course some that either don't care/don't notice the journal, or too busy (or "busy" xD).

But I'm pretty sure there are people that care about you, they are proberbly shy or you have to find them still.
BrynTWedge
6 years, 9 months ago
I have my partner at least.
Athendae
6 years, 9 months ago
Well, I'm only a recent follower due to a mutual friend of ours. But you seem very nice. Maybe you've just had a series of bad luck involving finding people who are on the poor side of being social? Could be true. Could also just be talking out out my butt, in an attempt to help you feel just a smidgen better. Hopefully at least one of those things are true. I know you don't know me, but if you ever wanna talk or just have a person to vent at or a shoulder to cry on feel free to come my way. *hugs*
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
Thanks for the kind gesture.

There is that, but not everyone I know is like that, and I'm pretty bad at the whole social thing myself.
It's just that overal, while I want to trust people I find myself having a hard time to take their word for it, or I do but can't help but think of the potential "lie, or bad meaning behind it/pretending"
CodyFox
6 years, 9 months ago
I've really liked talking to you. You're so friendly and awesome. I hope you will stay! *hug* I would definitely miss seeing you around!
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
o-okay, well thank you, you seemed pretty nice and fun too. *cuddles*
Lockness
6 years, 9 months ago
*snuggles close* I care hun but no matter your choice I support you. As a friend I just want you to be happy :)
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
Thanks lock, I just don't know how to feel about creating content these days, on one hand there are people that are interested, on the other just rude people.

and on one side I like making stuff for the sake of it, on the other I'd rather do other stuff :/..
Lockness
6 years, 9 months ago
Well just follow your heart hun :) I get content all the time and never post bc as you know people suck. Though since they can't be nice no one gets to enjoy.

I enjoy what you post just bc of your creativity :)
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
:( friends only submissions shoud be what you upload.
Lockness
6 years, 9 months ago
I could start doing that on the more personal ones that others have trolled on in the past.

You know you could do the same and say fuck the public :)
jdg07
6 years, 9 months ago
i agree with what lock is saying
Robododo
6 years, 9 months ago
*hugs*
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
*glomps and doesn't let go*
bigd33309
6 years, 9 months ago
Please for my sake and yours Aeyl :| and :o. Don't go away forever :|. If you do go away forever for sure :o, I would be really sad, upset and crying all over the place and I really enjoyed talking to you, enjoying your art so much and furthermore I even enjoyed having a good trial run on Skype despite our own difficulties and circumstances too =|. I would really be blue if you left me and everyone else alone forever :( and =(.

I even like your art so much Aeyl X3 and ^_^, and most of all you do your best to make great art in your best yet good enough and special way too :3 and =3.

I want you to listen to me since I'm nice enough to you still Aeyl X3 and ^w^, I'm here for you always either way no matter what the situation or the thing is for you and me with everyone else here and I will always support you either way and still like you as a great friend, a great artist and a great person and furry fan as well too X3 and :3. I'm truly hoping you will stay and not go away forever Aeyl :| and :\, and I'm hoping that you won't go away for my sake and yours because if you do it will be so hard to try to find you somewhere else online along with checking other furry based sites and you won't even be there at any of them and all too =| and =\.

You're in my prayers always since I hope for the best that you stay on with me and everyone else here on IB until the very end Aeyl X3 and ^-^, and as for people not appreciating free stuff with anything else or whatever for themselves I would go for appreciating free stuff like free requests such as free art and/or story requests for myself one way or another and enjoy it, like it, love it and even comment on it when I can do that too X3 and =3.

Please don't go away forever since I like you and your art so much Aeyl :D and =D, thanks for your time to let me talk to you, take good care of yourself, peace to you, take it easy, be good, be happy, hopefully you'll stay for my kind sake and yours and I'll hopefully talk to you and see you again here without having to find you somewhere else online instead soon :3 and ;3. You're the best always Aeyl <3. *Stays close to you, and also kindly snuggles, cuddles, hugs, kisses and nuzzles you kindly in peace =3 and ;3.

Bigd33309 aka Daniel

P.S. Please and I do mean please do not hit the "REMOVE ACCOUNT" button since I do like you and your art so much ^w^ and ^W^. *Decides to cut the wires to the button quietly in peace now, and replaces the button with a "STAY HERE AS LONG AS YOU CAN" button X3 and XD.*.
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
Thank you for the kind words bigd, and for sabotaging the button. I proberbly won't click that at least but I'm still unsure about poofing or at least uploading content. I guess I just have to ignore the bad people or negative stuff or not overthink the simple things.
bigd33309
6 years, 9 months ago
You're quite welcome Aeyl X3 and ^_^. Oh :o! And as for me sabotaging the button Aeyl X3 and XD, it was either do that in a good way to make you stay due to my own kind self or any other way or whatever since it had to be done in a peaceful way since you probably won't click that button at let but I know that you're still unsure about poofing/proofing or at least uploading content for yourself and by yourself since it's up to you and depending on your own mood and judgement too :3 and =3.

You're absolutely right Aeyl X3 and ^w^. All you have to do with me is that you and I just have to ignore the bad people along with the negative stuff and comments themselves X3 and ^-^, and also try not to overthink the simple things and try not to overdo yourself about having a situation with bad people and overthinking the simple and complex things with everything else too X3 and :3.

I appreciate your best reply ever Aeyl :D and =D, thanks for hearing me out and all, take good care of yourself, peace to you, take it easy, be good, be happy, think positive, ignore negative things and bad people with best efforts while you do your best with your own art and creativity and I'll talk to you and see you again soon :3 and ;3.

Bigd33309 aka BigD/Daniel

P.S. I'd rather ignore bad people along with their bad comments and such one way or another besides me myself Aeyl X3 and :3, just focus on the good things and the positive things too =3 and ;3. *Nuzzles you kindly <3.*.
Furryluv19
6 years, 9 months ago
Sorry to hear this Aeylin. I know we don't talk much but if you need someone to talk to I'll listen.
Redink
6 years, 9 months ago
im gone few days and everything is falling apart! D:
sorry to hear all this is going on. well, most people do see things from one perspective sometimes you need to let them know there is more than one view to something. if things are getting way out of hand, maybe you should take some time off this site too clear ur head :o  
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
Yeah unfortunatly people like to do "lazy thinking" as is their nature. So they will simple stick with whatever their mind has decided and simply assume things.
Redink
6 years, 9 months ago
yeah, unless you try to show them something different :O and if they still are stuck with their idea at least you tried with them ;p
PrincessSingularity
6 years, 9 months ago
I'm not sure who hurt you, but point me in the right direction and I will let loose a hammerfest upon their respective noggins.
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
o.o that sounds a bit like extreme punishment, even tough there proberbly are some out there that would need/deserve it to come to sences.

Well it's just many different small things and general behavioral things that did it.
I'm doing better now tough, thanks for standing by my side.
PrincessSingularity
6 years, 9 months ago
In Western cartoons and comics referencing anime, a hammer or mallet appears whenever a (female) character is offended. HyperspaceMallet
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
oh lol ;3
jdg07
6 years, 9 months ago
i say ignore all the haters and rude people there are those of us who love you for the great person you are and for what you do  you should do what makes you happy to be quite honest
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
thank you for understanding and giving your opinion.
specterHSC
6 years, 9 months ago
Sadly people don't take into consideration what other people's circumstances are and I'm also guilty of that. Venting is good for you and I'm glad you are but in the end, you should do what is best for you. Hopefully you stick around but if you need a break, you take all the time you need.
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
Well it's a natural thing to happen wether it's accidental, intentional or just the chance of forgetting to do so at that moment.
Everyone does from time to time, some unfortunatly far more than others wich is frustrating.
Jasayiah
6 years, 9 months ago
*snuggle*
I'd miss you.  (Even if I'm terribly bad at poofing and being quiet too often.)
AeylinFaith
6 years, 9 months ago
You are poofing far too much recently :( What are you up to, did you have your vacation yet? *snuggles*
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