Hello sweetlings!
We hit the dermatologist today and surprise, surprise, I have a bunch of stuff prescribed and I'm yet to go the gynacologist too.
According to the doc, both the hair loss and the level 4 acne (life can be the worst RPG ever) are a product of my fat glands being pricks. This all translates to a 100 dollars/month treatment package plus whatever the gynacologist will come up with and all this leads to a very upset MoP that makes me rather unhappy too. Step-mommy-in-law is a goddamn angel though and helped us out a ton again. She deserves an award.
On the dentist frontier, the 350 dollar quest to help my mouth be less of a factory of disease is near it's end. Yays!
Sooooo good news mixed in with not so good news, but at least I might just be fixed.. until I stop skin and scalp treatment after which it returns. Unless the gynacologist says the cause isn't genetical but hormonal and does some hocus-pocus. I'm just genuinely in a state of hating myself right now and feeling like a pathetic burden and hating to work so hard only to have to waste a great portion on trying to stop myself from falling apart.. And on that note, screw capitalism too.
Aaanyways... I'll try to get back to work as much as I can and somehow make up to the month's expenses. I really, really am thankful for all of your help guys, without you we would be in a lot of trouble and wouldn't be able to even try to fight my self-destruction or fix my broken hubby. Please accept my heartfelt and tearful thank you yet again.. ~
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15 Jul 2017 20:20 CEST
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