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Added: | 6 years, 9 months ago 29 Jun 2017 05:40 CEST |
" | Kepora wrote: |
Actually, she DOES know I live on the aforementioned parcel. She'd been to my home multiple times before all this shit happened. Because I don't care about her? Are you fucking kidding me? I tried to ask her ALL THE DAMN TIME and I could barely even get a "hi" back half the damn time! Half the time when she DID respond, it was when she was fucking drunk! Harassing? Then maybe she shouldn't move in practically next door to the guy who she hurt. That was REAL fuckin' smart. And you know, I wasn't being a stalker. I asked her time and time again, had friends try to relay messages for me, asking her to just fucking TALK to me so we could talk about what was wrong and sort it out like adults. Now I just want her fuckin' gone so I don't have to see her name and shit nearby. And no, you're here to start shit and be a dick. If you actually DO know her, then that's proof that you aren't here to help. You claim to know what I did or what I wanted, or what I was willing to do for her, but your version of this is incredibly one-sided. Before all this went down, I tried to get to know her better. I tried to learn her interests. I tried to find out what she wanted, what she liked. I tried to be her friend. I tried to stand up for her, especially after shit like what happened at Hentai High. Hell, I still have the logs from that. I tried to do everything I could with what little knowledge and experience I had on the matter. I tried to help resolve drama between her and friends. I tried to do what I thought was right, especially after having only two partners before that ended up being crazy. But I could only do so fucking much when the person I was trying to do all this for couldn't be arsed to give me the time of fucking day. If I was IMing her too much? SHE SHOULD'VE JUST TOLD ME. I CAN'T RECTIFY BAD BEHAVIOR IF I DON'T KNOW I'M DOING WRONG IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE. If I wasn't IMing her enough? SHE SHOULD'VE JUST TOLD ME. I CAN'T RECTIFY BAD BEHAVIOR IF I DON'T KNOW I'M DOING WRONG IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE. So no. She isn't the fucking victim. She needlessly lashed out at someone who cared about her greatly just for fucking saying "hi", and completely shattered any self-image and the likes he had left. She fucking hurt me, and it still fucking hurts because she's someone I genuinely cared about, even with how shitty she was to me (leaving me hanging for hours at a time, rarely spending any time with me in the first place, never telling me about her or her interests so I COULD get to know her better, asking for pictures of my RL self and giving me very little about her, only really talking to me when she's been drinking, etc). Desite all that, I still fucking tried, and this is how she ended up treating me. Honestly, at this point, I don't think I even could talk to her without it getting ugly. I just want her to fucking scram away from the place I've been for nearly ten fucking years so I can enjoy myself in fucking peace. |
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