Less moping this time

by CCubed

I feel like a more proper explanation of my mental health is needed here, since I'm obviously driving people away more than I'm keeping them around. Long story short, I have been bouncing between decent, great, and hardcore crippling depression, so much so it might have caused me to cripple my academic career.

No shit, I'm very close in being just kicked out of college for being an inept son of a bitch > . <
So I have to double down on rebuilding my GPA and Class Completion Rate as well as get a 20 to 25 hour per week job to raise some cash just in case.

Seriously though, I've fucked up so hard it's not even funny. I dunno how I'm going to survive or what I'm going to do if I get booted from my University. Maybe I can land a few odd jobs while building up a portfolio and contacts, but chances are I'm going to be a basement bum for a while should the worst happen . . .

Although, things did kinda look up lately. Apart from unfairly failing Anthropology (again), I found myself attending classes with more vigor in my step and a passion to get through college despite the bullshit I have to go through. Music feels a bit more alive, I'm finding some more passion in doing small projects, and I'm not spending weeks on end not showering or taking care of myself.

While I sort myself out though, I'm making an oath to myself that I'll be starting or completing a larger project I can share with you all. Seriously, I owe you all that much. I did save request pics I posted here in my scraps and I'll re-share my old art with you in a pile. All new stuff will be in its own pool and you'll be seeing more of my work on here as well. Also (self-pimping out) I'm going to post videos too on my YouTube. Be sure to check that out once the content rolls in!

Seriously, I wanna thank you guys for sticking with me on Discord, on Skype, and on here as well. The fact I still have people who care (@EtherSaga

Gaoru

Kagesan

terrymouse

IceerTH

Among many others on Discord and Skype) just keeps me going every day.

Stay awesome guys.

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Added:	6 years, 11 months ago 20 May 2017 03:23 CEST

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