Hey, guys. Well, at first I'm sorry for being a bit unactive with my arts, but some personals problems pressed me on. So, I have so many to write in this journals, but I will get in order, quick and clear. This is not a drama - this is a serious case. It can happens to anybody or just happened. This is a "consequence" of live in society.
Damn , this is so hard to begin.
The thoughts which ones I'm gonna write in, coming from last deal around Felix alias PewDiePie. I have watched video of him and Mark's. From what I have heard out, brought me negative emotions and indignation. I'm sorry, if I will sound a bit hard with some things, but I support it with my OWN experience earned in Internet. And I'm sorry for my English.
I have informed myself, what's up about Felix. But before it, I wachted Mark's video..... I want you all to understand, who's reading my journal now. I sign all of myself under Mark's and Felix's speech. No that they have profits and popular. But as humans with life experiences and passions. As humans who doing what they're doing for itself and for us and doing what becasue they're love it. Becasue it makes them themselves in pure form. The most big success is being oneself in that mad world, where people who can't make own dreams come true or have no dreams, trying get down, destroy or get surrender these ones who got dreams.
This is what I am gonna say about and I say this based on MY experience. We are humans, we doing mistakes and we pay for. But mistakes are for learn. I did my ones too, I was bad and mean, but I have learn to improve myself. Break and time brought it. I'm better now and I am proud of. But it is the point to drag through the mud, to insult, to make a fun, bring the groundless accusations, becasue of missunderstading or hate even? Yes, Felix had the same, he has been misunderstood and it brought disrespecting and scoffing. Each of his gesture has been used against him. Yeah, it's that how the world works for today. I came through the same, I have been misunderstood as well, I wasn't able to explain my behavior then unlike today. And til today people scoffing at me, slandering with no good points and proofs. Just for attention, for become the "truthful one", "reliable one" and still with spreading the hate. And my way through Internet learnt me I should watch what I sharing, becasue evey of my words can be used against me or people can missunderstood. Btw Felix shouldn't do these jokes which ones he did. But the one thing makes me angry - there's so easy make people turn away by ONE mistake even. And THAT ONE mistake is decisive at most.
I watch Markiplier for 5 years and I NEVER seen Mark such being angry..for seriously. His rampage reactions are nothing to compare with his emotions in that video. So damn real. IN my modest opinion Mark would be a great preacher. His preaching can get into the deep of mind. So, hate is emotion like love - they are on the same ground, but in reverse. We loving and hating. Me too. I hate many things so much, but at the same time but I RESPECT the people who do love these things. Why? Becasue each of us HAS THE SAME RIGHT TO LOVE WHAT DOES WANT. And this is what Mark trying to explain. Nobody pushes us to love. NOBODY. But we shouldn't insult and scoffing the people for loving the stuffs we do hate. The attitiude towards people is the point. Do you hate, but respecting or do you hating and disrepecting. Let's try be a bit emphatic. Just like Mark said - dehumanizing is a very wrong way.
We all have got a bad sides, defects, me too, but let's try a tiny bit to not let them be a dominatic traits.
