February is often the most depressing month for me, as I'm sure it is for a lot other people as well. It been a pretty harsh winter this year and being cooped up all time has its toll. There is of a course the dreaded reminder that Valentine's day is coming up, a holiday that I've always had spend alone. The icing on cake of course is my birthday comes near the end of February making me year older reminding me how I don't have someone in my life.
Truth is I'm extremely awkward when it comes to women, its always been a struggle for me talk and approach someone that find an attraction too. Part of that reason is my extreme low self convenience. Another problem is art I do and have done make it where I would hide part of my life something I'm not really comfortable with. I'm also pretty bad trying to connect to people online, so my options always feel limited at best.
Its been something I've been struggle with for a long time, so I thank you all letting me talk about it some. Anyone one know of female out there who doesn't mind middle age man is draws cub, watches anime, and plays boardgames?
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11 Feb 2017 21:11 CET
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