I would actually like to say that I have a very large number of friends and I'm blessed with such a number! But at the same time, it is stressful to keep in touch with all of them, all of you, all the time. I can't always do things you want, and I need time to myself as well. But I can get over the melancholy, I still have my life to live, and a job to hunt, the glorious goal being the elusive "normal, regular life"!
So yeah, it's not all smiles and sunshine all the time. I feel down in the dirt a lot. But, I've realized that I won't feel bad about selfish friends that ostracize me for not always giving up my time for them, for friends that try to make me feel bad for having the problems I do. (Well that's a lie, I do feel bad, but I'm not dumb enough to say it's my fault.)
So to those of you that do stick around and stuff, thank you very much for kinship. Even you distant friends that look on from a distance, you're alright. Those of you that see my flaws, and give to me anyways.
Let's have a cool 2017 I hope
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