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InfinityForever

And things got worse...

Well I found out early this morning that my step-dad passed at around 7:30 AM. He had promised my mom to make it through Christmas for her, but so much for that now. I'm both sad and angry like a huge part of me just wants to punch him for all this pain. He stepped in as my dad when my father disappeared when I was almost four years old, while there were things that I couldn't stand about him, and especially some of his opinions on things (like he voted for Trump) he was still my dad and these last month or so when he was in the hospital, seeing him so weak due to his luekemia. He was doing so well he was actually home for about a week an a half, but then this past Friday he ended up back in the hospital and said his luekemia got upgraded from what it was before, but that it was still cure-able.
I'm just at a total loss now, my mom is such a wreck, that she even collapsed earlier and I can't help but worry about her now. I've heard of couples where one dies shortly after the other because of the pain of loosing them, while rare and probably unlikely it'll happen I am officially paranoid it will, especially when I had such a vivid dream that it did.

Currently I'm trying to keep my mind off of things by Playing Pokemon and listening to some music. Sadly I don't have any friends offline to really talk with, but then again I was never the talkative type, and even my mom said I was never much of a cuddler as a child, disliking people touching me, which people would try to do to consol me.

Trying to type with teary eyes is definitely interesting and makes it hard to catch any typos or grammatical errors, so please excuse me for those.


Part of me wishes I had money to commission a nice art piece in his honor, at least for my mom.
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Added: 7 years, 3 months ago
 
Ryusett
7 years, 3 months ago
ohh no infy know hes looking down on you and watching over you
InfinityForever
7 years, 3 months ago
Sorry I don't believe in all that...but thanks for the attempt.
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