November will be better, I hope...
My four week follow up with my doctor is next Wednesday.
The stutter's mostly gone, only shows up when I'm absolutely exhausted. I can spend a little more time on the computer without headaches now and have begun drawing again. I lost a lot of information I had memorized for my IT certification exams in the two weeks before the wreck. I still have some neurological issues and aphasia. I've lost my appetite nearly completely, and have lost a noticeable amount of weight really quickly, which is great because I was a fat fuck at 225 lbs and am now down to 204, but now it's beginning to affect my blood sugar and energy levels and I'm consistently consuming under 1000kcal a day because I'm just not hungry, so...it's not good.
My next step is finding a personal injury attorney that will take my case. The tricky part is the damn crash report, because, in the eyes of the law, the trooper *should have been* a neutral third party just calling it like he saw it. The law does not, however, take human nature into account.
My poor boyfriend has seen me emotionally compromised more times in the past four weeks than he has in the entire time since we started dating almost three years ago. This has been a lot harder on him, my friends, and my family, more than I could have ever imagined. Everyone is so angry for me. I don't quite understand it right now. Not a lot makes sense.
Nothing really makes sense anymore, to be honest.
Hang with me folks.
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