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GalaxyViolet

I don't normally do this~

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but I am hella upset, I don't feel like I am up to par but I want to keep moving forward to be an excellent artist.....

everyone creates content, and here I am feeling in the dumps because some one has more views than me, or there content is way better than me.....

fuck all that, I hate making myself think like that....

I wish I had people to talk to about similar interests.

In reality I am alone... no one to talk to about my art, about life, to have fun with in games.... nothing, all my life I been alone and not a true friend to be by my side when I feel down, I don't hide my feelings.. if I did I would not be making this journal.

I have people that I look up to, but no one to share them with...

look I love you guys, I just wish you stay with me til the very end....

please do not take this opportunity to spam my PMs about how I feel because I just stated it....
(there has been some freaky people spamming my Inboxes on multiple sites.)
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Added: 7 years, 6 months ago
 
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bladetigerx
bladetigerx
7 years, 6 months ago
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It's alright buddy, we all go through this phase, we're our own biggest critic, it's always looking at your work and thinking it's sub par or someone did better, but it's what makes you you. I enjoy your work and I enjoy chatting with, hell a song you remixed not to long ago brought back memories of Sonic Adventure 2 and that made my day better. I enjoy your stuff, and honestly, I'm jealous. You can remix music and do art, you're a double artist. I'm sorry I don't chat too often with you buddy, but I'll try to make up for that, and I should upload those sexy pics ya did for me.
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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thank you and you should upload my art to your profile, it will help me grow in popularity, but if anything I am glad to have you as a friend BTX!!~
specterHSC
specterHSC
7 years, 6 months ago
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I hear you man. It's hard to ignore the numbers some times but the best thing you can do is keep telling yourself your work is for you, not the views. I don't mean in a selfish way its for you but you do it cause it makes you happy.

I'd say you are on the right track as far as finding people to talk to. It takes a lot to be open with yourself. Especially about stuff that is bothering you. Hopefully you find someone you can have decent conversations with soon. It might take some time but like all things, gotta take those first steps to make progress.

Hang in there man. Remember you aren't the only one feeling this way.

I also want to go on the record I haven't been able to attend your streams as often cause work hours and school can be hell. Night streams can be hard at times cause my paranoid aunt things the WiFi router will give her brain cancer so she turns it off at night and I have to use my phone to use the net. Not the ideal tool for watching streams.
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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wow thats horrible dude, but to be honest I say fuck the police I wanna become big on my own accord and you are as supportive as ever even if you don't attend streams.

Thank you!!
YaBoiSkywardMochi1998
YaBoiSkywardMochi1998
7 years, 6 months ago
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Damn, I'm sorry you're feeling this way *hugs*
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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Im getting better and thank you ^ ^
YaBoiSkywardMochi1998
YaBoiSkywardMochi1998
7 years, 6 months ago
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Awesome :)
EmbertheArtist
EmbertheArtist
7 years, 6 months ago
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I think i'm average compared to you and other people but i don't let that bother me i see that as a way to improve myself to become better
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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you are not average, you are perfect, we all are, but in retrospect people have different opinions, and to those opinions good or bad, you should just be yourself we all should!!~
EmbertheArtist
EmbertheArtist
7 years, 6 months ago
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I appreciate that dude i still think you do better then me
Justathereptile
Justathereptile
7 years, 6 months ago
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*hugs* I know it can be hard when it comes to views, but you'll always have us. In fact, we're all willing to be your friends.
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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I do get carried away by views but if anything I want to be sure I don't get too carried away by looking at my views, I wanna look at how far I came thus far~
Justathereptile
Justathereptile
7 years, 6 months ago
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Hey, your art is very good. Heck I'm decent but I can't do half the stuff you can. :)

but anyway, if you don't worry about the views and just focus on improvment and the fun of doing the art, you should be okay.

At least thats how I keep on going.
foxblade
foxblade
7 years, 6 months ago
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OK I'm not the best with words but your art is good you have a style all your own and your not the only one who's a lone I'm 22 and never be on a date let alone have a girlfriend but if you read you do have some people who care about you and I bet if you ask you can find a lot of them have a lot of the same interests in art, games, and so on
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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I agree with you 100% and I will do my hardest to keep doing what I love to bring content to the future~
foxblade
foxblade
7 years, 6 months ago
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Oh and as for games what kind do you play and are console or PC
MikuPuddi
MikuPuddi
7 years, 6 months ago
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you know tevin, people gave you tips and you didnt even take them. Soina, Flamez, and me gave you tips on how to draw certain things, how to get better, im just saying if you wanna complain take the tips before you get upset :l
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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I did take them I practice non stop... you of all people should know this~
Shadowwalk
Shadowwalk
7 years, 6 months ago
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Dude, I've been right there more times than I'd like to remember.

Best advice I got, put those thoughts out of your mind as much as possible.  I've dwelled on such things time and again, and it never did anything for me.  Moments of depression and doubt, disbelief that I'd improve or go further than anyone else, not fun!  But, as long as you have ANY number of an audience, it makes it all worth while.

Hang in there.
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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I think that would be for the best, ill be keeping that in consideration
TlojHRT
TlojHRT
7 years, 6 months ago
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It's been a while since I've talked to you... but it's because I felt you were just growing too big, and I didn't have anything to contribute but ideas and money. I didn't want to hold you back, you deserve bigger friends than I ever will. I'm a writer, not an artist, all I can do is give ideas and let you decide for yourself if you want to spend time on it. Just remember us little guys who were the first to commission you, wanting to help you put your art out there in the first place :)
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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lol, dont let my numbers steer you away from giving me ideas, if you want to just pop up in streams, that would make me hella happy for my fans to be there alone~
TlojHRT
TlojHRT
7 years, 6 months ago
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Lol, okay then.
XaveKNyne
XaveKNyne
7 years, 6 months ago
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I sometimes feel that way. Honestly, I find myself just pressing through without contacting a lot of people and focus on getting better, as if I were on a mission or something. Eh, could be the lack of a tablet problem on my end really.. I might be feeling a little jelly. Like you, I'm getting sick of comparing myself to others. The stats are constantly in our faces lol.. In solace, I very much enjoy learning from and with other artists. RP's are also a thing for me when available.

The feeling is pretty annoying. Hope you find a road of greater comfort GV.
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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im getting there with you and probably a few others, heck we might be just the icing on the top whilist someone has been all in the core aspect of the matter all along.

thanks for the kind gesture of words btw  ^ ^
Ynk
Ynk
7 years, 6 months ago
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Lol, if I had to follow such logic, I would have given up writing long ago XD
Don't worry. People sooner or later will see your art and Like/comment it :)
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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tbh I wish peeps would comment more lol, but its ok ill be posting more on Tumblr now so I can see where it goes
Ynk
Ynk
7 years, 6 months ago
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I wish they would too... but, hey. Can't have all we want...
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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agreed 100% on that right there~
awakenji
awakenji
7 years, 6 months ago
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Fighting games man, fighting games ...
GalaxyViolet
GalaxyViolet
7 years, 6 months ago
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all my yes....
TheFlareSlasherz
TheFlareSlasherz
7 years, 6 months ago
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Now I will not spam your inbox because that's not the right thing to do but if you ever want to talk dont be afraid to pm ok? Dont worrh Im not the kind of person to pretend to be a friend or anything XD quite opposite Im still taking a break from being an srtist for my own reasons.
Dont let the views/lack of comments get to you.Trust me after a while you start getting a lot more to where you wont be able to respond to them all give it time xD your art is amazing! It seems like youre improving over time too!
Oh and also if you ever want to join me in videogames dont be afraid to! Unless you have xbox,that's the only thing I dont have xD
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