So, some of my watchers might already know but I've always been fairly illl.
But lately it's been getting worse and worse....
Today i learned i have an advanced stage of Hydronephrosis, and possibly either kidney or bladder cancer.
I've always lived with an untreatable chronic migraines that no one has ever figured out what or why they are happening, i take a Class II Restricted pain medication just to function every day.
I also am hypersensitive to most medications, medications react in bizarre and potentially lethal and usually totally not expected/opposite ways with me. I am also hypersensitive to light, sound, smell, taste and touch due to the migraines.
I also take Imitrex injections when the pain just becomes to much to handle..........these injections have violent and physically and mentally trying side effects and reactions. Upon taking it i typically vomit my brains out for 30-60 minutes, heart rate accelerates, anxiety and a burning sensation along my scalp.
Then for the next few days i suffer from exhaustion, both mental and physical, depression and discomfort. The shots like a shot of pure adrenaline, your body gets beat up from it.
First on Friday last week, i suffer from Barium Poisoning from misused Barium Solution during a Cat Scan, love the violent uncontrollable twitching, the med tech doing the CT scan had no fucking idea what i was talking about. actually told me "oh thats not a side effect of the solution, it must just be you".... i am STILL fixing that.... incompetent medical system we have..
Well, on Monday i had an allergic or a Medication interaction incident, had a complete mental breakdown. and get this, it was due to a chamomile pill. Then to make matters worse, i got a medication resistant migraine... took my Imitrex Injection, suffered the immediate effects, went to bed.
On Wednesday, I started suffering the lingering side effects the next day, except that low and behold the shot didnt work properly and Mr Migraine came back.
Now i have a caretaker, shes my mother but shes also a trained medical assistant with a Caretaker cert, since im disabled shes with me for most of the time.
I'm glad she was here, upon having to take the second shot of Imitrex i had the normal side effects but when i went to lay down i suffered 'enhanced' side effects, namely my heart went into overdrive and i had a heart attack.
I am still suffering from the imitrex effects which since i had to double dose as i call it (basically two shots in two days) i am suffering from 'enhanced depression' side effects.
I had a cat scan done recently due to pain im having in my abdomen, more bad news.
I dont know how i'm going to handle this, doing my best but i just don't know.
I'm 28, too young for my body to be quitting on me....
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14 Oct 2016 01:40 CEST
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