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MilkshakeJunkie

Emergency and Explaination

Do you know why this keeps happening? Because I'm physically handicapped, I literally can't work and above that I have no car...so every month I have to struggle to pay this damn cable bill a few days earlier than I can get my check which complicates EVERYTHING.

I have no phone which means no 4G so when my internet goes out I can't get online to pay it or call them which defeats the purpose. Everyday I am waking up with a weight on my chest and a lump in my throat wondering if I am going to make payment because now the internet is the only source of communication I have to anyone, I HATE borrowing money and I hate even asking but I'm not an artist, I tried commissions and still trying to work on shit I owe but I dont have the motivation to be an artist. At least not as a job because I'm not that good and no one seems to give much a shit about bases or base adopts unless someone popular or whatever is slapping them out.

I am just so stressed..bills are coming up and my dogs havent eaten in a couple days but I'm sharing some of my food with them and even running out of that..this is fucking ridiculous and I feel stupid and useless..
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Added: 7 years, 7 months ago
 
Valon
7 years, 7 months ago
Me personally I dislike adopts. I have only gotten one and it was candy corn bat, and since that I have had a wonderful commission that I loved of her. Adulating sucks. I work 6 days a week at two jobs, with only Sundays off. Today marks the first time in over a week I have even turned on my computer. Being an artist is a hard life. You live off of the generosity of others, or off of your own artistic talents. It's not for everyone, and it's defiantly not an easy path. You are an AMAZING artist in my eyes. I love your work, that's why I commissioned you in a heart beat when you said you had space. I'm asuming your on SSI, due to the handicapped. So is my mother, and we have charter out here and they are the scum of the earth when it comes to changing the bill date but it can be done. No mater what company you have they *will* work with you on bill dates since they WANT your money.

Creativity is like breathing. Sometimes you have to stop before you can breath again. If your trying to force yourself than your going to loath, than hate doing what you once used to love. It sounds like your life is about as much fun as my own when it comes to stress. Let me see if I can scrape up some funds for the pup's. If you can survive till they change the billing date on your internet, that might be a little less stress come next month. And stress is what chokes creativity the most.
MilkshakeJunkie
7 years, 7 months ago
My ex lent me a couple bucks for a small bag of dog food which should last until my paycheck friday and yea I am on SSI and SSD but my rent takes up 98% of my check which is ridiculous but what can you do. I have to deal with comcast and I've tried before to get them to change my date but they will not budge and now I have no phone service to contact them, they have an online service but whenever I try to go there it sits at a loading screen for 4 hours. And honestly I think its the stress of all this which is dampening my creativity and motivation because when I'm in a good mood I'm perfectly fine and have the urge to draw. Plus losing the roommate early didnt help matters.
Valon
7 years, 7 months ago
So, comcast has the stance of they won't change it. However talk to a local manager, and let them know the situation. They are the ones more likely to bend. I know what it's like for the paycheck to eat into everything. I'm working to pay my bills so I can heat treat the house and kill bedbugs (yeah, fun times being a  wage slave with no decent rest). I know I'm just a random voice on the internet so I will say this with the best intent.

I hope your life gets better, and you no longer have to rate your self between 1 and Nature Valle Granola Bar on how life is crumbling around you! Also, give the puper's a hug from this bat. Because if your feeling the stress, they will too.
MilkshakeJunkie
7 years, 7 months ago
I shall Bat <3 I appreciate your understanding and words of encouragement, actually made me smile abit and I sure will cause I know they are and hate putting them through this with me, first-time experience for all of us so I guess its a learning venture. I will try and have my ex call for me again and see if he can help me persuade the manager, I mean its not like I'm not paying them I just need it a week later sheesh!
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