just wanted to say at first that a friend very close friend said I should not open up my diet did on did on the last couple of journals that it leaves me open for a lot of bad stuff and my exact words were "I really don't care it wasn't about them"
This journal was going to be about my about my childhood rape but I decided not in less the people reading my journals would like to hear about it then I will make another journal stating that or if just one individual I will send them a private note.
So onto the journal this may be a little long and maybe in two parts.
I was born in November 02 1964 and was diapered every day until I was four years old and still was diapered every night until I was about seven due to a bedwetting problem and if you had read the other journal know that I went through several surgeries as a little guy for urinary tract infection which probably caused the bedwetting problem.
Now as being such I was accustomed to being diapered and really didn't want to give those things up and sometimes with wet in mass on purpose in my training pants just to draw the attention from my little sister who was a newborn at that time. Well being four years old and always being the baby and I was later told I was always mom's favorite and yes I was a little mommy's boy right up until the day she passed away I'm hoping she was is in a very nice place and I know she's looking down on me or at least I hope so.
I know it's hard to read my journals at times due to dyslexia, it is why I use speech recognition programs and I don't actually write I talk and my program writes this is why sometimes it takes me a long time to write a journal and a lot effort because I have to look at a few words and read over them and read over them two or three sometimes up to five times to make sure it is what I am trying to say. And even with a speech recognition program such as Dragon Naturally Speaking 12 the one I mainly use sometimes it means words out in parts of whole sentences so I have to go back and reread everything to make sure that it is in their.
Now back on to the Journal I hope this clarifies a little more.
My AB/DL life I was one of those way before I knew what it meant sort of like in the old country song "I was country before country was cool" I mean I always had a strong attraction to diapers and plastic pants diaper pins because back when I was little that's what 95% of kids war which usually meant that kids were usually started potty training at 18 months because parents did not like changing those diapers and having to wash them because we didn't have the nice disposable diapers and the even nicer airtight diaper pails.
I was an exception because of the surgeries I had when I was little and also because I wanted the attention have to be truth which I don't know but probably left me sterile is well. Now moving on; so I always had a strong attraction diapers in which probably led up to being a AB- not so much a diaper lover as I think that particular people like to wear diapers just because they love the feel and use them as regular underwear and not really for their intended purposes other than maybe wetting.
Yes I kind of ramble on in different directions at times.
And my first self diapering experiences was about age 12 and used a regular bath towel and so diaper pins that I had bought doing odd jobs for people because grandma and grandpa did not believe in giving allowances and would not let my mom give any of us kids and allowance their beliefs were a few lived under our roof it was expected of you to take out the trash keep your room clean do whatever homework you were given in school and to keep the yard raked and mode and believe me it wasn't no small yard and we didn't have one or two trees the house was built on for lots and had about 20 trees that I can remember.
So I had to do odd jobs for other people to get extra money or anyone until I was able to get a job. But moving along now, I would not wet or anything in those diapers although I did like the feel of them it wasn't until it was not until much later that I could get my little paws on actual Pampers disposable and no they did not fit but I found it to four of them and for them down the sides of all four of them and back of two of them and the front of two of them and then use double-sided tape or packing tape to tape them all together you had the hour glaze fairly good disposable diaper, but these were still the butterfly folded diapers did not try these glass shaped diapers until, well until they were available.
It wasn't until I found the World Wide Web I found AB/DL websites and led me to Furry's and Babyfurs and to babyfur a Yahoo group OMG that actually fell like a heavy load was lifted off of me and eventually brought me here also led me to AB?DL stores with all things adult baby and believe me it is still out there if you want to look for it, most of you all know about them so I will not list the ones I have bought stuff from but I will tell you it led to finding both cloth and disposable diapers that fit me along with plastic pants, onesies, robbers, shortalls, all link cute nurse print.
Okay that's all I have and it wasn't as long as I thought it would be and I hope you all have read it well this is the little Panda/Pandafox signing off only please comment although you may not think I want to hear your comments here I really do good or bad.
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