It isn't bad... It isn't that I CAN'T, do it. It's that if i do, do it. I feel I might at some point hurt someone else. And I really, really realy really, don't. Want to do that at all, if I can have any say in it. Students, some of my co-workers, and some of the residents have been pushing me to stay. But, I just won't.
I'll finish the course. Graduate from the course, I'll do that, no sense in stopping what's going to stop soon! And then, I'll talk with the admin. on graduation. Apprently he's suppose to be there, and if he is. I'll make mention of how Cindy told me there might be a part-time position opening in Maintenance (NOT HOUSEKEEPING WITH ALL THE FECAL MATTER AND LAUNDRY. Putting things together and such sort of Maintenance!) and inqure about that. If that IS available, I'll ask if I can take a position in that.
If not, back to wal-mart. Back to square one, and time to take a breath and see how far I got this time. At where I am now- looking down where I came before -I really have come quiet far. I'm autistic and it's quiet hard for me to do, emotional things, such as this. Nursing is not just "Wiping Asses" as one person told me. It's helping someone live, adn it's quiet despressing despite how rewarding it can be. And for me at this moment, my heart doesn't feel as though it could handle that daily for a few years.
I'm a big softy....
Otherwise, I WILL, finally be starting to upload items I've drawn and such. And I hope to gain a few more followers. Likewise, I think My patron page will simply sit for now. I might even shut it down for the fact that I simply don't have a following to warrant a page.
Anyway, as usual, this is the end of the monthly update. I'll let you guys know if anything comes up.
I'm open for small commisions- only 1 as I'm still in school -and I wouldn't mind doing a trade or two.
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