New year, same old life

by vpn

I really would like to say happy new year and such, but unfortunately 2016 is going to be like every other year. Just a bunch of sad and shitty days cobbled together in this long wait for our death that we call "life".

When something goes bad, it can only go worse. The only thing I know is that another year passed, I'm getting older, I'm one closer to my demise.

I just want to stop suffering. I don't ask much.

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sacrificabominat

8 years, 3 months ago

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Why are you so depressed? If you think it's just going to be another year then you aren't going to have a good year. If you're just spending your days going to work, watching tv when you get home, and sleeping you aren't using your time wisely. Yeah you can't really change much while different while you are at work, but when you get home draw something that's off the top of your head. You run planet Nakti which means you should have a lot of creative reference material to draw from. Get some exercise and meet new people whenever you can as well. That can cheer you up a lot.

Heck how about I make you another art piece for planet Nakti in the near future. Would you feel better if I did?

vpn

8 years, 3 months ago

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@ sacrificabominat

I got no reason to be happy or feeling better. What I'm seeing so far is that nothing is changing in my life, instead, things keep getting worse. Can't add more to what I already said. I just want this existence to end for good. This is the only way to me to feel better: to leave this world once for all. I already attempted suicide multiple times, it always went wrong and in a way or another, I'm still here in this cursed world. I don't even have the will to attempt it again.

Vandclash

8 years, 3 months ago

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Be positive if you can, recently you invited me to your project Nakti, seems really cool and you should feel proud, it's a good way to escape of the routine and some bad feelings and thoughts.

I have been feeling the same way years ago, but it's up to you to feel better. I choose to feel better, and is working, not as I expected to be honest, but it's a good try.

Thanks to you I'm in Nakti!