Hello, Everyone;
I'm sorry for the couple of weeks since my last post, and for any worry or troubles I caused anyone. Long story short, the depression that I have been battling for so long finally caught up with me, and I attempted suicide. I spent a week under observation and had my medication changed up. I am home and doing as well as can be expected.
My family has been incredibly supportive throughout this entire ordeal, especially my wife, and it makes me realize how foolish I was to ever feel like I was alone in this. I am looking at life with a very fresh perspective, and grateful that things worked out the way they did.
I am going to be seeing a psychologist, as well as improving my diet and exercise habits, in an effort to fight this mental illness more proactively. Additionally, I am looking into Buddhism, because of its emphasis on self-awareness and self-control.
My time in the hospital also revealed a potential heart condition. I have a referral set up to see a cardiologist and wear a special heart monitoring device for a month.
What this all boils down to is that the status of my future as a member of the community is unclear at this point. All writing projects are on hold indefinitely. I owe some of you either stories or a refund, and I sincerely do intend to deliver your money back to you as soon as possible, but my own mental health is my number one priority.
Many of my art and stories have been removed from my profile. Many more may follow. As part of mending the bonds with my family, I intend to reveal myself as a furry. However, much of the subject matter may offend them, and I found it best to just get rid of it.
I apologize to everyone for any trouble and inconvenience, and for those that have stuck beside me, thank you for your love, support, and understanding.
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27 Aug 2015 20:13 CEST
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