Ok it has come to my attention that to keep my cats, I have to make a LOT of money. So here is the low down.
My mates and I are moving to a new house. But in the process have to stay in an apartment for a little while....
Thing is, the pet deposit is insane. And I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY can't lose my cats. Like, the very thought of it makes me physically hurt inside to the point that I just want to rip my hair out and scream. I LOVE my cats. I can't lose them, and you all know how much I love them. They are more then cats to me. They are my children. They saved my life. Without them I would have committed suicide when I lived with my ex. I never told anybody this because I didn't want to worry anybody, but there were times I was seriously thinking about killing myself. There were times I had the means, too. There were times I had the means, right in my hands. And I was about to do it. I was about to close my eyes, let myself die, and escape the hell I was in. Then.... there was a furry, soft, purring bundle of love in my arms that broke those thoughts, and gave me something to live for. Made me put down the thing I was going to use to end my own life. They gave me reason to keep fighting, to keep living... they gave me hope. They gave me love, comfort, and caring. I can't abandon them after they saved my life, more then once.
So... basically I need to make around 900 by the end of the month.
I need to get Cleo fixed, I need to get them both microchipped, and I need to get their shots updated first off. And I need to cover the pet deposit, and help pay for the apartment.
So... yeah... I am going to be streaming. Taking commissions, as many as I can. Once all this moving shit is done with and things are more stable, I will be able to give out refunds. That's on hold for a bit. But right now I HAVE to find a way to keep my cats. I need to go get cat litter, then I will get home and stream, all night if I have to. I am running on four hours of sleep if that, but I will do that every night if I must.
If you can't help just... please. Spread the news... you don't know how much this means to me.
My chest hurts. I can hardly breathe. I can't look at my babies without tearing up... I feel like my heart is breaking, and I can't even think about the thought of losing them without feeling like I am losing a piece of my very soul.
So... Yeah. I'll take as many commissions as I physically can. Some might take a bit to get to... especially if I get a lot....
Any donations are appreciated, but not required....
Going to support my comic would be VERY helpful too. You can find this here: http://amatchmadeinhellcomic.tumblr.com/ And the Patreon campaign here. http://www.patreon.com/Artha (Note that this is a monthly thing, I wouldn't get it till the first. So, if you do want to donate it's just better to give me a straight up donation. I may try a different site, honestly - that doesn't do the monthly pledge thing, or have two different campaigns going... I dunno... something.)
Buy adoptables, I will be making a LOT.... I will work until my wrist breaks from overstressing it, then keep working if I have to...
Just... ANY THING I can do to keep my cats, I will do... I can't lose them...
If you do want to donate to help out, my Paypal is arthademon@hotmail.com I don't think anybody will but.... I can hope....
I'm really holding onto any scrap of hope of keeping my cats....
