If you want to get to know me there is one thing you must know. ever since i came home from TK RANCH and Live Oak, two dreadful group homes i never ever want to think about ever again, ive had problems communicating. its not just you guys but my non furry friends as well. alot of bad things happened. the staff at live oak and the people at tk ranch made me keep quiet about what im thinking or feeling. i could barely talk to my friends when i came home. guys im not trying to be hurtful or anything most of you guys are some of my best friends, i would never ever ignore you or just not talk one on one with you. bobby sorry i dont talk to you much, and halfshell hero, im sorry ive ignored you last month. guys i want to talk to, im not trying to be hurtful. this behavior is the aftermath of my stay at those dreadful group homes. they treated me like a piece of meat. drugged me, manipulated me, almost killed me, never gave me any sleep, took my game consoles,never let me show my true feelings EVER. i just... i just love all of you. especially you bobby whose been the nicest and generous friend i could ever hope for. i want this dreadful past to die and leave me alone. i cant take it anymore. im hurting every night in my nightmares.
i want it all to end. its hard to communicate thinking of what those people said and did. but i can't get rid of it alone. i need help... my parents wont stop mentioning it, i keep having nightmares.
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