There are positive and negative traits of mine I can now attribute to one horrible and passive character flaw I possess. At the root of me, I have no self respect.
This explains why I have no shame, or ego and can't maintain routine or discipline. I break my own word to myself all the time.
But I keep my word to others.
Because any virtue depends on the intent, I have no, that is zero, selflessness. To bear the virtue of selflessness, one would have to first value the self in order to set it aside in a compromise. I simply don't care about me. Therefore, I can never perform a selfless act.
My sacrificial virtues are all negated as such and just add to my character flaw.
This is something I may chew on for a while.
Must become more assertive, less passive.
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14 Mar 2014 03:36 CET
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